Wow super long never blog. Twitter killed my urge to blog.
My life is much more calmer now. I still very much into trance. I am not with anyone and not emotional. I start to appreciate the little things. I try my best to study and try my best to enjoy my life. Well there are times when I need attention and lonely, but I do other things to keep me occupied. Life is actually good. no more emo-rama. I guess this also leads me to not blog cause i have nothing to rant. 2009 was a good year despites the emo-rama I encountered. Now its February, so fast time passes.
I used to have this fear of being alone. Now I begin to get used to it. I used to be uneasy, sitting in the library alone or eating alone. Now it's just a part of my life. I find it enlightening sometimes, when I eat alone, I observe people around me and learn their body language. I find myself more confident in meeting new friends.
That's about it, plain Alicia. Trance girl Alicia. =) Nothing has changed except for the better version of myself.
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my trance year 2009
Pictures to sum up my year. Let them do the talking =)
#1 Armin van Buuren @ Zouk Jan 2009
im back.
Its 3 am. guess I'm back to my nocturnal ways. Maybe I was emo last two months but I could not remember. the new term is gonna start this Saturday.I passed better then I expected or shall I say positively improportionate to my efforts. I'm contented. I'm now wrapped in my quilt listening to some Lisa Ono to calm my mind. No, this two months had not drastically change my love for trance. I jsut need some lullabies to make me sleep. Last two months was jsut work and more work. My personal life is non existent. I stil make it to trance gigs and go out. But other than that, nothing to shout about. I guess it's good in weird calm way. ahh..what am I talking about. I'm just trying to live my life one day at a time. I got 4 more days till colelge. I'm bored. I spend my days now jsut watching tvb drama till my eyes hurt. Did facials, mani and pedi. Listening to trance like always. Peaceful and calm. a zen life. I don't know what to blog but just feel the need to write. so there you go, my not so dramatic comeback. i prefer to status update my 140 characters oin twitter instead...LOl..so follow @aliciagoh
I'm taking a long hiatus from blogging. I will refrain my time from the internet now. Same to be said to my addiction to facebook and twitter. i'm hurt so I shall purge myself from all the connections for now. like my friend says i need to do some renovation. and renovation it is. i;m tired. my heart is still aching. ego bruised. feel like driving to no where. and get lost. so to all you peeps. thanks for reading and supporting. i'll be back. one day. soon i hope. till then. take care. enjoy your life to the fullest. BYE
pinky n the brain..
Currently listening to: Marc Marberg and Kyau & Albert-Great
Finally after a long long time, I got my iphone working n all. I bought a pink silicon cover for it and I absolutely love it. From my pink phone to my now pink iphone.I've been sleeping early the past week since my attachment started. Things are ok there, my pc at the office is using vista and its not bad and I got to learn more on how the vista works. The monitor is 19'' with wireless keyboards n mouse. The sad, SAD thing is tht it does not have any speakers. So I am completely music free while working. Secretly, eventhough I really hate to admit it, it keeps me more focused and made less mistakes then I did last year while streaming songs. but i digress, last year while working I did not stream trance, I stream flyfm. So I suppose if I stream trance while I work, my work WILL NOT be affected. My life is pretty much rountined based, more calm, uneventful. That makes me emo at times cuz there is no excitment in my life. So only the lil outings or trance gigs tht keeps me motivated. So two days ago, i went out clubbing yet again to blow of some steam and it was also to lend our support to DJ Fono, a well known local trance dj. this time he did not go cause he was busy. So I went with Simon and Alvin, my fellow trance kakis. Of course it was not the same atmosphere as Gareth or Aly & Fila and international djs but it was not too bad. Fono churned out the latest hits and some classics. Kept me singing and dancing. The best is that it kept my trance addiction under control for now cause I'm waiting for August where rumours had it that some top names will be visiting us *keeps my fingers cross*
Today met up with the girls for lunch and some window shopping. Basically is for us to catch up and talk bout our lives and our relationships. I've known them since high school and its nice for us to catch up regularly in person not just facebook or the internet. They are the ones who knew who I really I am. I'm glad I have friends like them. they know I love trance very vey much and they know nothing about it. They actually googled it to find out what is it.LOL.
Not much to talk bout now actually. Planning to fold my clothes n all, but listening to ASOT now....Nice nice selection this week.
Finally after a long long time, I got my iphone working n all. I bought a pink silicon cover for it and I absolutely love it. From my pink phone to my now pink iphone.I've been sleeping early the past week since my attachment started. Things are ok there, my pc at the office is using vista and its not bad and I got to learn more on how the vista works. The monitor is 19'' with wireless keyboards n mouse. The sad, SAD thing is tht it does not have any speakers. So I am completely music free while working. Secretly, eventhough I really hate to admit it, it keeps me more focused and made less mistakes then I did last year while streaming songs. but i digress, last year while working I did not stream trance, I stream flyfm. So I suppose if I stream trance while I work, my work WILL NOT be affected. My life is pretty much rountined based, more calm, uneventful. That makes me emo at times cuz there is no excitment in my life. So only the lil outings or trance gigs tht keeps me motivated. So two days ago, i went out clubbing yet again to blow of some steam and it was also to lend our support to DJ Fono, a well known local trance dj. this time he did not go cause he was busy. So I went with Simon and Alvin, my fellow trance kakis. Of course it was not the same atmosphere as Gareth or Aly & Fila and international djs but it was not too bad. Fono churned out the latest hits and some classics. Kept me singing and dancing. The best is that it kept my trance addiction under control for now cause I'm waiting for August where rumours had it that some top names will be visiting us *keeps my fingers cross*
Today met up with the girls for lunch and some window shopping. Basically is for us to catch up and talk bout our lives and our relationships. I've known them since high school and its nice for us to catch up regularly in person not just facebook or the internet. They are the ones who knew who I really I am. I'm glad I have friends like them. they know I love trance very vey much and they know nothing about it. They actually googled it to find out what is it.LOL.
Not much to talk bout now actually. Planning to fold my clothes n all, but listening to ASOT now....Nice nice selection this week.
Radio shows I tune in every week:
1.Trance Around The World with Above and Beyond
2.A State of Trance with Armin van Buuren
3.Tiesto's Clublife
4.Gareth Emery's Podcast
5.Sundance by Danny Oh
6.Radiokul with Simon Lee & Alvin
7.Trance Frontier by Danny Oh
8.International Departures by Myon & Shane54
This is excluding occasional trance.fm live. So someone asks me how I keep track? I don't know. i jstu listen to all of them. I'm going crazy with trance. i truly am. Note that each show minimum is an hour mix. So i spend more than 10 hours on new trance, excluding the favourites I keep replaying.
1.Trance Around The World with Above and Beyond
2.A State of Trance with Armin van Buuren
3.Tiesto's Clublife
4.Gareth Emery's Podcast
5.Sundance by Danny Oh
6.Radiokul with Simon Lee & Alvin
7.Trance Frontier by Danny Oh
8.International Departures by Myon & Shane54
This is excluding occasional trance.fm live. So someone asks me how I keep track? I don't know. i jstu listen to all of them. I'm going crazy with trance. i truly am. Note that each show minimum is an hour mix. So i spend more than 10 hours on new trance, excluding the favourites I keep replaying.
I've being emo. not bout him. well maybe a lil.but no point for me to bring it up. no point actually. but the 90% of my emoness is caused by unknown reasons. trance is not helping tht much. after trance i feel slightly better than i slummed back into emoness. i sat in the car. driving, sped as fast i cud. came back. felt better. then now emo back again. y?? i'm always like tht..if i keep something tht has been bothering me for sometime..then i forget bout it..then the bitterness sort of berkumpul and now here i am..depths of emoness. this maybe the first time i not putting what am i listening..cuz i so malas to even type it out
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