AVB

Many people was asking me how was Armin's gig yesterday. one word: AWESOME!!! at 10.45 I was up at the podium waiting and only came down form the podium at 3am. I went to toilet breaks but manage to get my spot back at the podium. I will post pictures later but it was one hell of a night. The crowd was awesome and its always great to club with people who appreciate trance music. Now back to reality, reality of being a law student and studying. Will blog more on yesterday fantastic night. Armin van Buuren is hot!!

note to myself

It's been a good week so far. I can't remember the last time I was emo. Which is good.Maybe because I'm happy cause of someone. Someone who I should not even 'start' out with. I don't want to think so much la. If I ever one day be emo about it, it's my responsibility to bear and now I just go with the flow. I couldn't be bothered of the obvious consequences, if he makes me happy even for a few weeks or months I'll take the risk. Why would I deny myself happiness now for fears of the future or the judgment from ppl? I don't want to go down the road again. Any emotional consequences is for me to bear and I'm ready for it.

You’re an open invitation to a heartache .A painful kind of good, I should just leave alone but it’s too late

all for armin

On Monday, I had a good day and so is Tuesday. I was prepared for class and the topic that day was easy. I then stayed back to do some reading while waiting for my friend who works in BB to get his break. I'm meeting him up for lunch later that day. I went to Bukit Bintang, bought some stuff and caught up with the latest news on Sbux from my colleague. OMG!! I almost wanted to cry when I heard a married couple hwom I bought knew are getting a divorce as the guy is having an affiar with another colelague. All of them whom i knew. Sad. Then i met up with my friend there and he calmed me down a bit and it was nice to talk to him that day. I went back home, showered and all, feeling bersemangat to study. i was doing my notes and then my sister called asking me have I bought the tickets to Armin's gig at Zouk. Of course not!! cause I thought you can just purchase at the entrance that night. She kan cheong and told me have to go buy the tickets cause its been announced in facebook already and tickets gonna be selling fast. She once missed out on Paul van Dyk's visit last time cause the tickets were sold out and she arrived there with disappointment. She says she's not going to repeat it again. So i drove up to puchong and fetch her down and in the middle of the journey to zouk, we both reliazed its Monday!!Zouk don't open on mondays. T__T We both laughed at our kiasuness and stupidity and went to Pavilion to watch a movie instead. We watched Outlander which was jsut ok. Nothing great. then we went yum cha and I went back.

Today, early in the morning I woke up, picked up my friend so he can teman me to Zouk's office to buy the tickets. We went to the office which was on the second floor, very secluded and secretive. One person can only buy two tickets and thank God I brought my friend along cause I'm buying 3 tickets. Then I had lunch with him and went back. So all these rushing and all for Armin. I skipped the two tutorials cause I overslept when I came back after lunch. I later went to Trust lectures in the evening then supper with him as well.

So the 4 hours on Sat better be worth it!!

normal stuff

Class are back tomorrow. Holidays are over. I cleaned my room and study space as much as I could. I was listening to Lite FM swing time while I ironned my clothes. So semangat. Nothing much today, went to church and steamboat at night. I'm supposed to be prepearing for tmr's Land lecture...well not extensively jsut get ready my notes and read through so I won't be tht blur. As much as I want to study, I'm jsut too damn lazy but I have too. sigh..just the nromal rantings of a college on procastination...
Oh, on news that interest me, Tiesto In Search of Sunrise 7:Asia is awesome. So chill and euphoric and he hit trance climax well. There are many favourites on the album but this one is nice. Just listen :

sunny tales

I'm feeling melancholic. Hmm..not emo but jsut normal. As normal as I can ever be. i'm not missing someone or longing for someone anymore. Just me. Enjoying my time alone. It does particularly feels great but its and OK feeling.
I'm particularly loving song by Dj Shah right now. The middle part is so euphoric. To put in malay, ia menusuk ke kelam kelabu hati..lol..Dj Shah really know what how to put you in a state of trance. When I listen to the middle part, it evokes a part in me. I really don't know how to stae it but the feeling is great. The song puts me back at ease somehow. I was talking on the phone with a friend I just met and it was refreshing cause he is also a fan of trance music and we talked for hours on music.
I'm so looking forward to next week. tiesto's new podcast is awesome also. Ok I need to stop talking about trance now. It might be boring to you guys. But I embedded the video of the song for those who are interested. The first part might sound a bit clubbing, whihc some of you might not like but just wait till the middle part around the 3:42.
Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding. I'm not at all close to him but i have to folow my mom for the tea ceremony tomorrow. So at least I got somthing to do. Take pictures and social a bit then at night would be the wedding dinner. I don't know when class starts and I'm still playing around. I haven't done any sort of studying whatsoever. I'm in a holiday mood and just looking forward to Armin's gig in Zouk. That's all I'm looking forward. Another great night clubbing and dancing.

balloons

It's 5.47 am. I've just finished playing monopoly and talking on the phone. and also just changed by profile picture. I love that picture, cause I look thin and I look happy. Mind you, I'm still very much sober that time, I had a drink or two and was happy cause I got a balloon and was trying to tie it on my hand..My friend took a picture of me and I laughed. I dunno why I find it so funny at that time but i laughed and chuckled. LOL..hopefully I can stay happy most of the time!! I can feel the old me is coming back. I might changed the picture soon is my haircut turns out great tomorrow. I'm going for the Katy Perry look this time. Time to go to sleep..night..or shall I say good morning..

2009 embrace me now!!

Happy New year folks!!!

Its 2009 and I feel indifferent. 2008 has come and gone. Mistakes were made, lessons were learnt, heart was broken and wounds have healed. To summed it all up 2008 was a turbuelent year for me. I regretted some of it but in all I learnt so much about myself and gone through one hell of a ride.
I celebrated the new year in The Loft with some new friends. Well the more mature ones, the yuppies.. It was a fun night , it was house music but it was great nonetheless. the moment I sipped the glass of JD, I 'm sscared. I'm afraid I will get drunk like the last time. I paced myself and I'm the most sober one that night but a bit tipsy. Ahh..clubbing, makes me anticipate more Armin's gig on the 10th. I danced the night away despite getting seats at the VIP section.
the reason I feel indifferent of crossing to another year is that I have no resoltuions. I now hold on the mantra of living everyday and not worry too much about the future. The one biggest lesson I learnt in 2008 is don't plan or worry too much. Planning for the future yes, but don't sweat the small stuff. Last year, i dread the weekends. Now i jsut let it come and see what will I do. I use to worry how am I gonna psned it alone and all. Now I jstu do what I want and see how things turn out. It's easier for me that way.
I jsut hope this year I will come experience more fun things and have a blast!! A mind blasting year!! LOL