uk movies

I woke up today and did my laundry. i really plan to do the question on leasehold but there are so many distractions and it doesn't help that I'm having cramps. The curse of being a woman..

Today I watched two British movies. first was the the movie called Angus,Thongs and the Perfect Snogging. It's a teen chick flick obviously and it certainly brings back memories from high school how we were infatuated with guys. Maybe back then I wasn't so serious about finding a boyfriend but I was intrigued by the notion of having a boyfriend. Our Asian culture was not as open as the western and when I had my first kiss, I did not tell even my closest girlfriend. But now years has passed, we are more open to discussing all the 'details'. LOL. I had my first of many things in form 3. First boyfriend, first holding of the hands, first cuddle in the cinema and the first kiss. My first kiss was memorable, it was a long kiss, his lips were soft and it certainly made a knot in my stomach. Ahh..that was such a long time ago. Fond memories.

How time has passed, reflecting back, I was so naive on life. I think I had a good chiclhood and teenagehood. Now at the age of 23, I'm an adult, I'm more mature and independent but emotionally I think there is no different then back when I was a teenager. Taking time to reflect back the past, puts a smile to my face on how fun it was.

After the movie, I took a nap and I watch How to Lose Friends & Alientae people starring a British actor Simon Pegg and several Hollywood actresses such as Kirsten Dunst, Megan Fox and

Gillian Anderson. It's a story about a British writer who aren't afraid to be himself and stand out. He was hired by a big magazine in US as a junior for the events department. He was eccentric in many ways and the movie depicts his experience working in that film. It's a funny movie and a good Sunday afternoon sort of movie. Very straightforward and predictable.

I have another movie I've yet to watch. It's a serious kinda movie from UK also called Shoot on Sight on the shootings of an innocent citizen that happen after the 2006 bombings. UK movies have come a long way. Maye sometimes their accent its hard to understand but I feel UK movies has more substance at times.

Thats it la..another of my 'thoughts' on random stuff that happen in my life..

cny 3rd day

I'm always been a nocturnal creature. I will always sleep past midnight. The earliest will be around 1-2 am..that also I feel is early..but normally when I'm tired only I will sleep around that time la. usual time will be 4 sumthing in the morning and once I slept at 7 in the morning. Needless to say i noly wake up at 12 pm. Apparently my sleeping routine was a an anomaly to my friend. He asks me what I do during the night.

So what do I do actually? The typical non-college day, I will take a nap, like today from 6-8 pm. woke up, had dinner. watched the news and debated with my Dad as usual about the current events. Then I went up to my room and started cleaning my room. Clean my dressing table actually. I started at 9 and ended at 12.00am. In the course of cleaning up my dresser, I uploaded pictures, tagged and commented on them, reply to text messages, talked on the phone with friends, find songs to download, researched on electro music, all this while Above n Beyong mix were blasting through my speakers. After cleaning up my dresser, I changed my bedsheet and again I talked to my friend while doing that. Later I went took a bath and now i'm all fresh and clean..Now is only 1.30 am. After this i plan to watch Kyle XY and then sleep after that. today as bit different and consider early for me to sleep before 3 as said before cause I woke up before noon today.

I went to luncheon held by my previous firm with my borhter. There was a few pominent lasywers there. It was kinda awkward for me but i try my best to talk to them without making myself look stupid. They were all very charismatic and that is the skill i want to master when I work. Be able to commuincate and convince people that you are intelligent enough ..haha. After that luncheon, I went to meet up with my chi mui at ampang. We catch up and play with lil Gabriel. That was pretty much my day. Will post up some pictures later. Now i want to watch series and listen to music. Oh yeah..I'm going to a trance gig this friday at zouk. I'm looking forward to another night of dancing..Trance for LIFE!!!

white wedding and white picket fences

Whenever I passed by Loke Yew area, where there are a row of Bridal houses I will glance through the display of resses. Maybe many other girls do it too and would take a peek at the bridal gowns displayed. Every girl dreams about their wedding. I, myself will daydream sometimes on how my wedding would be, what would I wear. I used to have a pretty good picture of how my wedding should be when i was with my ex. Now my dreams of my wedding is nothing. Reduced to just nothing. I can't imagine how my wedding would be. I don't even have an inkling of what the general "idea" would be. I can't even envisage myself being married. All i want to say is, throughout last year, not only physically and emotionally changed, my mindset and approach to things changed as well. This blog entry is pointless for many. But for me it is another stepping stone in my life that I'm in another level in my life. My goals in life, my objectives have changed and I only can see myself working in a firm, wearing a black suit and spending my time in the office. Then evenings will be gym and weekends are for clubbing. that is all i see, not my dream partner or my dream wedding. One more thing, commitment still scares me, I still believe in love but the term "in a relationship"..hmm..something I still can't get used to.

shit..what the fuck have i done? have i lost my discretion???

I'm smitten and infatuated~

A state ot trance in Zouk

Party mood is over, back to real life. back to student life. back to nerd mode. But now I start anew, after that great party.I'm an Armin van Buuren fan. I love his mixes and songs and for me to get to see him live is just too surreal I'll remember 10/11/09 for a long long time.

I was so glad that I bought the tickets early. My sis and reached Zouk at 10 pm and from far we could see there are so many people and it was slightly jam. We parked our car and headed to the entrance and there was a huge line of 3-4 person a row from the entrance to the gate. That was only the people who hasn't bought the tickets and just trying their luck to get in cause the tickets were sold out. We went in and the security was tight, there were 3 diff bouncers who has to check our stamps before letting us in. At 10.45 i went up the podium to wait and was so excited when I saw Armin walking from behind. He's tall and he's hot. When he smiles, he has that baby face..LOL

He started of with a new mix and it was so good. Everyone was dancing and having loads of fun. i love partying with genuine trance fans, they so get the music especially the middle trance part. Everyone was in the mood. The mix that night was a combination of some new unheard mixes with some popular songs. He played all the songs I hoped he would play and even the unexpected ones like "Man on the run by Dash Berlin". The music was pumping all the way and it was a solid 4 hours set. I met some new frineds who are Armin fans also. i was up at the podium that 4 hours and people ofer me drinks from below. They were hi-fiving me and my sis thought they were my friends.LOL. It's always like that, when I dance, they think I'm like super high, but in fact I'm sober just dancing the night away and then people will buy me drinks and talk to me. That night was super super awesome and I had fun I never had in months. I think that night sums up my quota for clubbing till after exams. I think now I will club only in very very special occasions or some big DJ is coming down. Which is even more tempting now that Alex M.O.R.P.H is coming down in Feb. Ekk..so tempting. I'll think about it first..

Below are just some nicer pictures of me. The rest all are at facebook. and there's this video posted by Zouk. try to find me...LOL

AVB

Many people was asking me how was Armin's gig yesterday. one word: AWESOME!!! at 10.45 I was up at the podium waiting and only came down form the podium at 3am. I went to toilet breaks but manage to get my spot back at the podium. I will post pictures later but it was one hell of a night. The crowd was awesome and its always great to club with people who appreciate trance music. Now back to reality, reality of being a law student and studying. Will blog more on yesterday fantastic night. Armin van Buuren is hot!!

note to myself

It's been a good week so far. I can't remember the last time I was emo. Which is good.Maybe because I'm happy cause of someone. Someone who I should not even 'start' out with. I don't want to think so much la. If I ever one day be emo about it, it's my responsibility to bear and now I just go with the flow. I couldn't be bothered of the obvious consequences, if he makes me happy even for a few weeks or months I'll take the risk. Why would I deny myself happiness now for fears of the future or the judgment from ppl? I don't want to go down the road again. Any emotional consequences is for me to bear and I'm ready for it.

You’re an open invitation to a heartache .A painful kind of good, I should just leave alone but it’s too late

all for armin

On Monday, I had a good day and so is Tuesday. I was prepared for class and the topic that day was easy. I then stayed back to do some reading while waiting for my friend who works in BB to get his break. I'm meeting him up for lunch later that day. I went to Bukit Bintang, bought some stuff and caught up with the latest news on Sbux from my colleague. OMG!! I almost wanted to cry when I heard a married couple hwom I bought knew are getting a divorce as the guy is having an affiar with another colelague. All of them whom i knew. Sad. Then i met up with my friend there and he calmed me down a bit and it was nice to talk to him that day. I went back home, showered and all, feeling bersemangat to study. i was doing my notes and then my sister called asking me have I bought the tickets to Armin's gig at Zouk. Of course not!! cause I thought you can just purchase at the entrance that night. She kan cheong and told me have to go buy the tickets cause its been announced in facebook already and tickets gonna be selling fast. She once missed out on Paul van Dyk's visit last time cause the tickets were sold out and she arrived there with disappointment. She says she's not going to repeat it again. So i drove up to puchong and fetch her down and in the middle of the journey to zouk, we both reliazed its Monday!!Zouk don't open on mondays. T__T We both laughed at our kiasuness and stupidity and went to Pavilion to watch a movie instead. We watched Outlander which was jsut ok. Nothing great. then we went yum cha and I went back.

Today, early in the morning I woke up, picked up my friend so he can teman me to Zouk's office to buy the tickets. We went to the office which was on the second floor, very secluded and secretive. One person can only buy two tickets and thank God I brought my friend along cause I'm buying 3 tickets. Then I had lunch with him and went back. So all these rushing and all for Armin. I skipped the two tutorials cause I overslept when I came back after lunch. I later went to Trust lectures in the evening then supper with him as well.

So the 4 hours on Sat better be worth it!!

normal stuff

Class are back tomorrow. Holidays are over. I cleaned my room and study space as much as I could. I was listening to Lite FM swing time while I ironned my clothes. So semangat. Nothing much today, went to church and steamboat at night. I'm supposed to be prepearing for tmr's Land lecture...well not extensively jsut get ready my notes and read through so I won't be tht blur. As much as I want to study, I'm jsut too damn lazy but I have too. sigh..just the nromal rantings of a college on procastination...
Oh, on news that interest me, Tiesto In Search of Sunrise 7:Asia is awesome. So chill and euphoric and he hit trance climax well. There are many favourites on the album but this one is nice. Just listen :

sunny tales

I'm feeling melancholic. Hmm..not emo but jsut normal. As normal as I can ever be. i'm not missing someone or longing for someone anymore. Just me. Enjoying my time alone. It does particularly feels great but its and OK feeling.
I'm particularly loving song by Dj Shah right now. The middle part is so euphoric. To put in malay, ia menusuk ke kelam kelabu hati..lol..Dj Shah really know what how to put you in a state of trance. When I listen to the middle part, it evokes a part in me. I really don't know how to stae it but the feeling is great. The song puts me back at ease somehow. I was talking on the phone with a friend I just met and it was refreshing cause he is also a fan of trance music and we talked for hours on music.
I'm so looking forward to next week. tiesto's new podcast is awesome also. Ok I need to stop talking about trance now. It might be boring to you guys. But I embedded the video of the song for those who are interested. The first part might sound a bit clubbing, whihc some of you might not like but just wait till the middle part around the 3:42.
Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding. I'm not at all close to him but i have to folow my mom for the tea ceremony tomorrow. So at least I got somthing to do. Take pictures and social a bit then at night would be the wedding dinner. I don't know when class starts and I'm still playing around. I haven't done any sort of studying whatsoever. I'm in a holiday mood and just looking forward to Armin's gig in Zouk. That's all I'm looking forward. Another great night clubbing and dancing.

balloons

It's 5.47 am. I've just finished playing monopoly and talking on the phone. and also just changed by profile picture. I love that picture, cause I look thin and I look happy. Mind you, I'm still very much sober that time, I had a drink or two and was happy cause I got a balloon and was trying to tie it on my hand..My friend took a picture of me and I laughed. I dunno why I find it so funny at that time but i laughed and chuckled. LOL..hopefully I can stay happy most of the time!! I can feel the old me is coming back. I might changed the picture soon is my haircut turns out great tomorrow. I'm going for the Katy Perry look this time. Time to go to sleep..night..or shall I say good morning..

2009 embrace me now!!

Happy New year folks!!!

Its 2009 and I feel indifferent. 2008 has come and gone. Mistakes were made, lessons were learnt, heart was broken and wounds have healed. To summed it all up 2008 was a turbuelent year for me. I regretted some of it but in all I learnt so much about myself and gone through one hell of a ride.
I celebrated the new year in The Loft with some new friends. Well the more mature ones, the yuppies.. It was a fun night , it was house music but it was great nonetheless. the moment I sipped the glass of JD, I 'm sscared. I'm afraid I will get drunk like the last time. I paced myself and I'm the most sober one that night but a bit tipsy. Ahh..clubbing, makes me anticipate more Armin's gig on the 10th. I danced the night away despite getting seats at the VIP section.
the reason I feel indifferent of crossing to another year is that I have no resoltuions. I now hold on the mantra of living everyday and not worry too much about the future. The one biggest lesson I learnt in 2008 is don't plan or worry too much. Planning for the future yes, but don't sweat the small stuff. Last year, i dread the weekends. Now i jsut let it come and see what will I do. I use to worry how am I gonna psned it alone and all. Now I jstu do what I want and see how things turn out. It's easier for me that way.
I jsut hope this year I will come experience more fun things and have a blast!! A mind blasting year!! LOL