Wow super long never blog. Twitter killed my urge to blog.
My life is much more calmer now. I still very much into trance. I am not with anyone and not emotional. I start to appreciate the little things. I try my best to study and try my best to enjoy my life. Well there are times when I need attention and lonely, but I do other things to keep me occupied. Life is actually good. no more emo-rama. I guess this also leads me to not blog cause i have nothing to rant. 2009 was a good year despites the emo-rama I encountered. Now its February, so fast time passes.
I used to have this fear of being alone. Now I begin to get used to it. I used to be uneasy, sitting in the library alone or eating alone. Now it's just a part of my life. I find it enlightening sometimes, when I eat alone, I observe people around me and learn their body language. I find myself more confident in meeting new friends.
That's about it, plain Alicia. Trance girl Alicia. =) Nothing has changed except for the better version of myself.
follow me on twitter @aliciagoh
my trance year 2009
Pictures to sum up my year. Let them do the talking =)
#1 Armin van Buuren @ Zouk Jan 2009
#2 Alex Morph @ Maison Feb 2009
#3 Aly & Fila @ Blanc March 2009
#3 Aly & Fila @ Blanc March 2009
#4 Speedzone Tour @ Kl Tower April 2009
#5 Freedom @ A Famosa Malacca May 2009
#5 Freedom @ A Famosa Malacca May 2009
#6 Gareth Emery @ Zouk 2009
#7 Fono @ Zouk July 2009
#7 Fono @ Zouk July 2009
#8 Andy Moor @ Zouk August 2009
#9 Hari Raya Buffet @ Subang September 2009
#10 Tydi @Blanc Oct 2009
#11 MC Asia @ KL Live November 2009
#12 Armin Van Buuren @ Zouk Dec 2009
#9 Hari Raya Buffet @ Subang September 2009
#10 Tydi @Blanc Oct 2009
#11 MC Asia @ KL Live November 2009
#12 Armin Van Buuren @ Zouk Dec 2009
im back.
Its 3 am. guess I'm back to my nocturnal ways. Maybe I was emo last two months but I could not remember. the new term is gonna start this Saturday.I passed better then I expected or shall I say positively improportionate to my efforts. I'm contented. I'm now wrapped in my quilt listening to some Lisa Ono to calm my mind. No, this two months had not drastically change my love for trance. I jsut need some lullabies to make me sleep. Last two months was jsut work and more work. My personal life is non existent. I stil make it to trance gigs and go out. But other than that, nothing to shout about. I guess it's good in weird calm way. ahh..what am I talking about. I'm just trying to live my life one day at a time. I got 4 more days till colelge. I'm bored. I spend my days now jsut watching tvb drama till my eyes hurt. Did facials, mani and pedi. Listening to trance like always. Peaceful and calm. a zen life. I don't know what to blog but just feel the need to write. so there you go, my not so dramatic comeback. i prefer to status update my 140 characters oin twitter instead...LOl..so follow @aliciagoh
I'm taking a long hiatus from blogging. I will refrain my time from the internet now. Same to be said to my addiction to facebook and twitter. i'm hurt so I shall purge myself from all the connections for now. like my friend says i need to do some renovation. and renovation it is. i;m tired. my heart is still aching. ego bruised. feel like driving to no where. and get lost. so to all you peeps. thanks for reading and supporting. i'll be back. one day. soon i hope. till then. take care. enjoy your life to the fullest. BYE
pinky n the brain..
Currently listening to: Marc Marberg and Kyau & Albert-Great
Finally after a long long time, I got my iphone working n all. I bought a pink silicon cover for it and I absolutely love it. From my pink phone to my now pink iphone.I've been sleeping early the past week since my attachment started. Things are ok there, my pc at the office is using vista and its not bad and I got to learn more on how the vista works. The monitor is 19'' with wireless keyboards n mouse. The sad, SAD thing is tht it does not have any speakers. So I am completely music free while working. Secretly, eventhough I really hate to admit it, it keeps me more focused and made less mistakes then I did last year while streaming songs. but i digress, last year while working I did not stream trance, I stream flyfm. So I suppose if I stream trance while I work, my work WILL NOT be affected. My life is pretty much rountined based, more calm, uneventful. That makes me emo at times cuz there is no excitment in my life. So only the lil outings or trance gigs tht keeps me motivated. So two days ago, i went out clubbing yet again to blow of some steam and it was also to lend our support to DJ Fono, a well known local trance dj. this time he did not go cause he was busy. So I went with Simon and Alvin, my fellow trance kakis. Of course it was not the same atmosphere as Gareth or Aly & Fila and international djs but it was not too bad. Fono churned out the latest hits and some classics. Kept me singing and dancing. The best is that it kept my trance addiction under control for now cause I'm waiting for August where rumours had it that some top names will be visiting us *keeps my fingers cross*
Today met up with the girls for lunch and some window shopping. Basically is for us to catch up and talk bout our lives and our relationships. I've known them since high school and its nice for us to catch up regularly in person not just facebook or the internet. They are the ones who knew who I really I am. I'm glad I have friends like them. they know I love trance very vey much and they know nothing about it. They actually googled it to find out what is it.LOL.
Not much to talk bout now actually. Planning to fold my clothes n all, but listening to ASOT now....Nice nice selection this week.
Finally after a long long time, I got my iphone working n all. I bought a pink silicon cover for it and I absolutely love it. From my pink phone to my now pink iphone.I've been sleeping early the past week since my attachment started. Things are ok there, my pc at the office is using vista and its not bad and I got to learn more on how the vista works. The monitor is 19'' with wireless keyboards n mouse. The sad, SAD thing is tht it does not have any speakers. So I am completely music free while working. Secretly, eventhough I really hate to admit it, it keeps me more focused and made less mistakes then I did last year while streaming songs. but i digress, last year while working I did not stream trance, I stream flyfm. So I suppose if I stream trance while I work, my work WILL NOT be affected. My life is pretty much rountined based, more calm, uneventful. That makes me emo at times cuz there is no excitment in my life. So only the lil outings or trance gigs tht keeps me motivated. So two days ago, i went out clubbing yet again to blow of some steam and it was also to lend our support to DJ Fono, a well known local trance dj. this time he did not go cause he was busy. So I went with Simon and Alvin, my fellow trance kakis. Of course it was not the same atmosphere as Gareth or Aly & Fila and international djs but it was not too bad. Fono churned out the latest hits and some classics. Kept me singing and dancing. The best is that it kept my trance addiction under control for now cause I'm waiting for August where rumours had it that some top names will be visiting us *keeps my fingers cross*
Today met up with the girls for lunch and some window shopping. Basically is for us to catch up and talk bout our lives and our relationships. I've known them since high school and its nice for us to catch up regularly in person not just facebook or the internet. They are the ones who knew who I really I am. I'm glad I have friends like them. they know I love trance very vey much and they know nothing about it. They actually googled it to find out what is it.LOL.
Not much to talk bout now actually. Planning to fold my clothes n all, but listening to ASOT now....Nice nice selection this week.
Radio shows I tune in every week:
1.Trance Around The World with Above and Beyond
2.A State of Trance with Armin van Buuren
3.Tiesto's Clublife
4.Gareth Emery's Podcast
5.Sundance by Danny Oh
6.Radiokul with Simon Lee & Alvin
7.Trance Frontier by Danny Oh
8.International Departures by Myon & Shane54
This is excluding occasional trance.fm live. So someone asks me how I keep track? I don't know. i jstu listen to all of them. I'm going crazy with trance. i truly am. Note that each show minimum is an hour mix. So i spend more than 10 hours on new trance, excluding the favourites I keep replaying.
1.Trance Around The World with Above and Beyond
2.A State of Trance with Armin van Buuren
3.Tiesto's Clublife
4.Gareth Emery's Podcast
5.Sundance by Danny Oh
6.Radiokul with Simon Lee & Alvin
7.Trance Frontier by Danny Oh
8.International Departures by Myon & Shane54
This is excluding occasional trance.fm live. So someone asks me how I keep track? I don't know. i jstu listen to all of them. I'm going crazy with trance. i truly am. Note that each show minimum is an hour mix. So i spend more than 10 hours on new trance, excluding the favourites I keep replaying.
I've being emo. not bout him. well maybe a lil.but no point for me to bring it up. no point actually. but the 90% of my emoness is caused by unknown reasons. trance is not helping tht much. after trance i feel slightly better than i slummed back into emoness. i sat in the car. driving, sped as fast i cud. came back. felt better. then now emo back again. y?? i'm always like tht..if i keep something tht has been bothering me for sometime..then i forget bout it..then the bitterness sort of berkumpul and now here i am..depths of emoness. this maybe the first time i not putting what am i listening..cuz i so malas to even type it out
Gareth Emery..
Currently listening to: Gareth Emery Podcast 81
Another great trance night. First hour an half was awesome then it slowly was boring but it was saved by the great company I had. It was more of a meet and greet and catch up session earlier. We caught up with facebook trance kakis. As usual we camwhored a bit and danced the night away. GE (Gareth Emery) opened his set with Andy Moor & Ashley Walbridge feat Meighan Nealon-Faces. I was up at the podium and dancing and singing. We were all esctatic. Then after that was a lil tech house and some memorable hits like Oceanlab-Lonely Girl ( Gareth Emery Remix),Oceanlab- On a good Day (Daniel Kandi Remix),Andy Moor feat Nadia Ali- Love Story, John O' Callaghan feat Sarah Howell - Find yourself (Cosmic Gate Remix), RexMundi- Nothing at all and many more. the set was starting to get bored for me at the last 30 mins. But in all it was good fun. nothing can replace Freedom or Armin's set in January. This is just something to get me by. I'm addicted to trance..lol
Let's talk fashion. I bought this dress from Times Square. I actually got 3 choices for GE's gig. I bought a long grey dress earlier, then Wai Fon wanted to go shopping. So I could not resist myself and bought 2 more dresses. A green lycra dress and the white one I wore yesterday. It was pretty simple and someone ask me why I dress like i'm going to dinner. Well, i want to look classy. Eventhough I don't like R&B clubs but the girls dress nice. Dresses and bit of bling. So why can't I do the same for Trance. I still can dance and enjoy myself and I feel good in a dress as well.
Next week, I'm starting back my attachment on Wed. So back to my law life. After exams, i sort of don't remember anything I studied. I completely let it go. Now back to my other part of my life. Not truly excited bout the working. Not cuz its not great. Its just the waking up in the monings. so nuff said..pics time. Its the same pics in FB but these are the ones i like the most:
#2 Focus.. 
#3 Wonderful ppl i met through TIFM
#4 ;-)
#5 LOL
#6 Trance Forever!
Another great trance night. First hour an half was awesome then it slowly was boring but it was saved by the great company I had. It was more of a meet and greet and catch up session earlier. We caught up with facebook trance kakis. As usual we camwhored a bit and danced the night away. GE (Gareth Emery) opened his set with Andy Moor & Ashley Walbridge feat Meighan Nealon-Faces. I was up at the podium and dancing and singing. We were all esctatic. Then after that was a lil tech house and some memorable hits like Oceanlab-Lonely Girl ( Gareth Emery Remix),Oceanlab- On a good Day (Daniel Kandi Remix),Andy Moor feat Nadia Ali- Love Story, John O' Callaghan feat Sarah Howell - Find yourself (Cosmic Gate Remix), RexMundi- Nothing at all and many more. the set was starting to get bored for me at the last 30 mins. But in all it was good fun. nothing can replace Freedom or Armin's set in January. This is just something to get me by. I'm addicted to trance..lol
Let's talk fashion. I bought this dress from Times Square. I actually got 3 choices for GE's gig. I bought a long grey dress earlier, then Wai Fon wanted to go shopping. So I could not resist myself and bought 2 more dresses. A green lycra dress and the white one I wore yesterday. It was pretty simple and someone ask me why I dress like i'm going to dinner. Well, i want to look classy. Eventhough I don't like R&B clubs but the girls dress nice. Dresses and bit of bling. So why can't I do the same for Trance. I still can dance and enjoy myself and I feel good in a dress as well.
Next week, I'm starting back my attachment on Wed. So back to my law life. After exams, i sort of don't remember anything I studied. I completely let it go. Now back to my other part of my life. Not truly excited bout the working. Not cuz its not great. Its just the waking up in the monings. so nuff said..pics time. Its the same pics in FB but these are the ones i like the most:
#1 Man of the night!
#2 Focus.. 
#3 Wonderful ppl i met through TIFM
#4 ;-)
#5 LOL
#6 Trance Forever!
i got a new dog..but i still have no mood to blog. lot of things in my mind. just check out the pics in fb ok..will blog soon..hopefully *cross fingers*
I've tried to blog. but no mood. not emo. just nothing to write. only got the mood to listen trance all day and all night long. trance for life..
my kinda trance
I'm falling in love with this song. So chill, so nice. My kinda trance.
Look at da comments at the viedo in youtube.
My fav line by a user.. flomperdomeper: I think Mat Zo just made sweet sweet love with my ears.
Look at da comments at the viedo in youtube.
My fav line by a user.. flomperdomeper: I think Mat Zo just made sweet sweet love with my ears.
bleh
Currenty listneign to : Kismet- Lost Language
Someone ask me what have I've been doing that is not related to trance nowadays. I did do a lot of stuff but trance is in my head 24/7. My weekdays are filled with activities. I go out and chill with my sister. She would cook, i would use her pc and do some maintenance for her. I would also watch astro and play with her cat. We talk crap and lepak till like 5-6am in da morning. When the sounds of the mosque are heard, i would be brushing my teeth preparing to sleep. Tomorrow she is going to penang and I really hope I can have lunch with him tomorrow. There will be dinner tomorrow at night also. So in the afternoon , I will do my red laundry. I wash my 'outgoing' clothes by hands and colour code it. Last two days was blue and black clothes. 2mr will be red and white I think. If there is sunlight, maybe another colour. I'm rambling as it is. gonna sleep soon. Another day of errands.
Someone ask me what have I've been doing that is not related to trance nowadays. I did do a lot of stuff but trance is in my head 24/7. My weekdays are filled with activities. I go out and chill with my sister. She would cook, i would use her pc and do some maintenance for her. I would also watch astro and play with her cat. We talk crap and lepak till like 5-6am in da morning. When the sounds of the mosque are heard, i would be brushing my teeth preparing to sleep. Tomorrow she is going to penang and I really hope I can have lunch with him tomorrow. There will be dinner tomorrow at night also. So in the afternoon , I will do my red laundry. I wash my 'outgoing' clothes by hands and colour code it. Last two days was blue and black clothes. 2mr will be red and white I think. If there is sunlight, maybe another colour. I'm rambling as it is. gonna sleep soon. Another day of errands.
beh( lantak remix)
Currently listening to : TATW 266
I'm reading Sophie Kinsella's Undosmectic Goddess ( I do read la..I don't just listen trance, I have many other secondary interests ) I was at the first page and this paragraph interests me:
I love my job. I love my satisfaction of spotting loophole in a contract. I love the adrenaline rush of closing a deal. I love the thrill of negotiation, and arguing and making the best point in the room.
In the book the character is a lawyer. and that paragraph right there there sums up what I why I want to become a lawyer.
I'm now wide awake. I overlsept. Or I think I'm too tired and slept at odd hours. I woke up at 9 something today courtesy of my very own personal wake up call. Then I went to lunch and Sungei Wang. I came back slept till 5. Had dinner. Wanted to go to my sis's place at 9. I wanted only to take a two hour nap. But I was damn sleepy. in the midst of some weird dream I texted my sis and him. Then continue to sleep. I left my lights on and when I woke up to turn it off and plan to sleep, but suddenly I'm wide awake.
I can't wait to wear my satin grey dress to Gareth's gig. Its me having to buy a new dress everytime got international trance dj coming. Cuz my sister told me , if go clubbing for an event. go all out. dress to impress. she creative in dressing up. i'm not. so i just go buy. and i have this thing that i dun like to wear the same baju n take pic which is then posted fb. but i did it with the strawberry top which i love. so tht is an exception i guess. i'm chilling with trance. my love, trance. reminiscing the time in Freedom. hmmm..such a nice time, the atmosphere, the lights and the music. so euphoric. i miss FREEDOM so so much. enough rambling..my flu pills in..arh..maybe tht is why i'm sleeping too much. my body telling me to rest.
2mr another day at the gym. i want to suntan at the pool listening to trance so i went to watsons to buy some tanning spray. they ran out of tanning lotion. and there is a new tanning salon openign soon oppostie my gym at mv. funny how many malaysians would be willing to pay to get the i-just-got-back-from-bali look. LOL
I'm reading Sophie Kinsella's Undosmectic Goddess ( I do read la..I don't just listen trance, I have many other secondary interests ) I was at the first page and this paragraph interests me:
I love my job. I love my satisfaction of spotting loophole in a contract. I love the adrenaline rush of closing a deal. I love the thrill of negotiation, and arguing and making the best point in the room.
In the book the character is a lawyer. and that paragraph right there there sums up what I why I want to become a lawyer.
I'm now wide awake. I overlsept. Or I think I'm too tired and slept at odd hours. I woke up at 9 something today courtesy of my very own personal wake up call. Then I went to lunch and Sungei Wang. I came back slept till 5. Had dinner. Wanted to go to my sis's place at 9. I wanted only to take a two hour nap. But I was damn sleepy. in the midst of some weird dream I texted my sis and him. Then continue to sleep. I left my lights on and when I woke up to turn it off and plan to sleep, but suddenly I'm wide awake.
I can't wait to wear my satin grey dress to Gareth's gig. Its me having to buy a new dress everytime got international trance dj coming. Cuz my sister told me , if go clubbing for an event. go all out. dress to impress. she creative in dressing up. i'm not. so i just go buy. and i have this thing that i dun like to wear the same baju n take pic which is then posted fb. but i did it with the strawberry top which i love. so tht is an exception i guess. i'm chilling with trance. my love, trance. reminiscing the time in Freedom. hmmm..such a nice time, the atmosphere, the lights and the music. so euphoric. i miss FREEDOM so so much. enough rambling..my flu pills in..arh..maybe tht is why i'm sleeping too much. my body telling me to rest.
2mr another day at the gym. i want to suntan at the pool listening to trance so i went to watsons to buy some tanning spray. they ran out of tanning lotion. and there is a new tanning salon openign soon oppostie my gym at mv. funny how many malaysians would be willing to pay to get the i-just-got-back-from-bali look. LOL
got the blueprints?
Currently listening to: Ferry Tayle & Static Blue- L'Acrobat
It's the second week of freedom already I've done quite a lot. More needs to be done. I just went and bought myself a gorgeous grey dress, a brown satin top and pair of shoes. I bought another pair of shoes yesterday wtf. I've yet to shop for work clothes. Some emo shit happen to my friend and they both sort of blog about it. Well maybe one of them blog and the other told me la. the point is..i'm annoyed a bit. dunno y.. maybe thts how ppl feel when they read my emo stuff last time. so i shall refrain from blogging bout my emo stuff. maybe i'll set up another blog purely for my dark tortured soul..lol
I have 3 more weeks left before I start work back. then i'll be at the office 9-6 and gym at night. back to the normal routine. i'm so sleepy. i stil have not gotten any good night sleep. i crave a good haegan dass raspberry ice cream now *hint hint*. i was never a dessert person. i never use to crave sweet stuff but now i look at the dessert first before ordering my main course. but i still don't take carbonated drinks. so kinda balanced out my diet i think.
its so hot now..so humid. till i'm having a migraine now. i don't have much to write acutally. so jsut random stuff now. boring as usual.
It's the second week of freedom already I've done quite a lot. More needs to be done. I just went and bought myself a gorgeous grey dress, a brown satin top and pair of shoes. I bought another pair of shoes yesterday wtf. I've yet to shop for work clothes. Some emo shit happen to my friend and they both sort of blog about it. Well maybe one of them blog and the other told me la. the point is..i'm annoyed a bit. dunno y.. maybe thts how ppl feel when they read my emo stuff last time. so i shall refrain from blogging bout my emo stuff. maybe i'll set up another blog purely for my dark tortured soul..lol
I have 3 more weeks left before I start work back. then i'll be at the office 9-6 and gym at night. back to the normal routine. i'm so sleepy. i stil have not gotten any good night sleep. i crave a good haegan dass raspberry ice cream now *hint hint*. i was never a dessert person. i never use to crave sweet stuff but now i look at the dessert first before ordering my main course. but i still don't take carbonated drinks. so kinda balanced out my diet i think.
its so hot now..so humid. till i'm having a migraine now. i don't have much to write acutally. so jsut random stuff now. boring as usual.
sleepy
Currently listening to : Myon & Shane 54 - Helpless (Monster Mix)
They ask me when will I join them back. I like it there but for this month I need to chill a bit. Even at times I may be bored but I want to make sure everything is organised. I've packed all my books to one side. Now my shelves is filled with novels and its a nice sight, better than my law books. I love law, since i'm gonna be working back at my old firm I need to take a break from legal stuff. I want to work on my group. Do some reading, spend mroe time at the gym. just enjoying the lil stuff. I want to just go to movies when I want without worrying whether tomorrow is work day or not. I just need a good rest. Everyone is asking me to go work soon. My parents and him. Maybe I'm too annoying to them when I'm too free? I guess so..
I rented a couple of books and downloaded some games. Plan to do some mixing too. Lots of things to be done. I need to do somemore laundry, reogranise my wardrobe also before i go shopping. Summore told my dad I'm gonna vaccuum the car. I need to also sort out my shoes. Take them to the cobbler guy to fix and also throw out those tht cant be mended. I need to do all of that before I go shopping to avoid overspending..
I'm rambling as it is. Trance is beginning to consumes me. I'm thinking of it day and night. How? If i work then? i think i can stream di. fm or trance.fm while i work..cuz i used to stream fly fm last time..lol
I went to my colleague's wedding dinner. The dress I wore was bought years ago. Now it's so loose..I have to tie behind really tight. when I saw the pic, i cant believe how much slimmer i looked. i dun mean to brag but coming from a used to be fat person, its an accomplishment for me ok? so just want to show off a bit..bleh..lol. but i have more to work on..another5 kg by end of this year..
They ask me when will I join them back. I like it there but for this month I need to chill a bit. Even at times I may be bored but I want to make sure everything is organised. I've packed all my books to one side. Now my shelves is filled with novels and its a nice sight, better than my law books. I love law, since i'm gonna be working back at my old firm I need to take a break from legal stuff. I want to work on my group. Do some reading, spend mroe time at the gym. just enjoying the lil stuff. I want to just go to movies when I want without worrying whether tomorrow is work day or not. I just need a good rest. Everyone is asking me to go work soon. My parents and him. Maybe I'm too annoying to them when I'm too free? I guess so..
I rented a couple of books and downloaded some games. Plan to do some mixing too. Lots of things to be done. I need to do somemore laundry, reogranise my wardrobe also before i go shopping. Summore told my dad I'm gonna vaccuum the car. I need to also sort out my shoes. Take them to the cobbler guy to fix and also throw out those tht cant be mended. I need to do all of that before I go shopping to avoid overspending..
I'm rambling as it is. Trance is beginning to consumes me. I'm thinking of it day and night. How? If i work then? i think i can stream di. fm or trance.fm while i work..cuz i used to stream fly fm last time..lol
I went to my colleague's wedding dinner. The dress I wore was bought years ago. Now it's so loose..I have to tie behind really tight. when I saw the pic, i cant believe how much slimmer i looked. i dun mean to brag but coming from a used to be fat person, its an accomplishment for me ok? so just want to show off a bit..bleh..lol. but i have more to work on..another5 kg by end of this year..
eh..
Currently listening to: John O' Callaghan feat Lo-Fi Sugar - Never Fade Away ( Andy Duguid Remix)
I jsut got back from my ex-colleague's wedding dinner. soon to be a colleague back again cause i'm gonna start my attachment at the law firm next month tentatively. I feel more liberated and independent lately. I've been doing things myself nowadays. compared to previous months where I always want someone with me. I do now, but I'm more understanding I think. but now and then that old habit creeps up. since the exams, i've been on track with my plan. to clean my room work on my group.I've changed a lot of things and update my TFIM (trance fans in malaysia). responses are growing and i'm always updating now. which is good. i love doing something i'm passionate about. there are many things to be done. this year i feel liberated, enlightened and most importantly happy. happy cuz i've achieved many things. and there is more to come. so fast we've reached the middle of 2009.jan 2009 seems like yesterday for me. in tht course of few months i've met someone wonderful in my life and some great friends where i can forsee me having long lasting friendship with. i lost more weight and feel confident in wearing a bikini at the gym now. i'm contented with my life now. i'm happy. u may think is superficial, the things i'm happy about. but i can feel my inner self is feeling more postive. comapre this period of time and me last year. how far i've come. thanks to the grace of God and his workings. i'm blessed.
I jsut got back from my ex-colleague's wedding dinner. soon to be a colleague back again cause i'm gonna start my attachment at the law firm next month tentatively. I feel more liberated and independent lately. I've been doing things myself nowadays. compared to previous months where I always want someone with me. I do now, but I'm more understanding I think. but now and then that old habit creeps up. since the exams, i've been on track with my plan. to clean my room work on my group.I've changed a lot of things and update my TFIM (trance fans in malaysia). responses are growing and i'm always updating now. which is good. i love doing something i'm passionate about. there are many things to be done. this year i feel liberated, enlightened and most importantly happy. happy cuz i've achieved many things. and there is more to come. so fast we've reached the middle of 2009.jan 2009 seems like yesterday for me. in tht course of few months i've met someone wonderful in my life and some great friends where i can forsee me having long lasting friendship with. i lost more weight and feel confident in wearing a bikini at the gym now. i'm contented with my life now. i'm happy. u may think is superficial, the things i'm happy about. but i can feel my inner self is feeling more postive. comapre this period of time and me last year. how far i've come. thanks to the grace of God and his workings. i'm blessed.
for an angel
Currently listening to : Chicane-Poppiholla
I'm currently really like sleep deprived. I've been like this since last Friday. If you dunno where I've been last Friday..its either, u r not a regular of this blog, u dun have me at facebook or u r a stranger..I was at Melaka for the Freedom rave. The all so highly advertised rave party of the year. The biggest one I shall say. Raves are not as some people think, drug infested or some kind of sex party. Tht one maybe in their own private post party la. But I'm there to enjoy the music. Nothing else. I went there with really hardcore trance people. people who speak trance. Not those people who got there for the sake of a rave. The trancers were Danny , Simon and Alvin. We 4 lepak together most of the time then joined by Aidan, Ling, the Singaporean stoners( dun ask me why the name) , Gracie, Ali D and many more. The moment I stepped into Simon's car to Melaka and all the way back to KL, I enjoyed every moment. The lasers were amazing, I was seriously enjoying the music, every minute of it. I think I left my heart there, cuz now I'm suffering from post rave depression.
First night was Markus Schulz opening for Ferry Corsten. We did not have the timetable, so we thought Markus gonna be like at 10pm but he started at 9 I think. He is Danny's fav dj, so we rush like hell from our apartment and took the shuttle to the rave. His set was suprisingly proggy, was ok la..I can still layan and all..Ferry was amazing. He played many tracks from his album Twice in a Blue Moon. The lasers n the lightings created a magical feel for me. they brought a vocalist to sing 2 songs from Ferry's set. She was awesome as usually trance vocalists when sing live..tak boleh pakai..but she was so good..Love Betsie Larkin. I was so into it, I dun want the night to end. We camwhored, met new people, continue dancing and went back and chilled with a beer listening to podcasts. We party safely and responsibly. eventhought the night ended early and many people have their own chillout postparty, we just chill with podcasts. We party with quality and not quantitu. I din drink but I just chill with them la..
The next day, we went to Melaka town for lunch. It was damn fun la. The 4 of us plus Gracie, we just clicked. It is as though we know each other for a long time. For the first time I have a group of frens whom I can talk trance 24/7 and all of us won't get bored wei. Besides trance also we had lots of fun talking bout other stuff. Then at night my sister joins us for the second night. Some funny shit went down at the apartment tht night, I can't blog about it cause I've been told my bro not to write incriminating stuff on my blog or online, cuz if I were to be a lawyer one day, tht shit gonna come back and haunt me. so i shall zip it, but it never fails to make me smile when I think bout tht incident. The 2nd night was totally mind blasting..lol..Tydi was so awesome. His warmup set was superbly amazing. I was like woah.....din know Tydi had so much talent..he is only 21. his set was great. transitions were smooth too. When my fav djs Above & Beyond came out, I was ecstatic. I have no other words to describe what a fanstactic set they deliver. the most memorable part was when On a Good Day was played. We group hugged altogether. We sang along and it was so so nice. I can feel that that time Trance truly brings us together.
The next day in the car, we were all very sad. We are sinking in slowly into depression by that time and I'm still under depression now even. I want to blog more bout my personal experience but for now jsut the general gist. All the pics are in Facebook. These are just some that I like.
I'm currently really like sleep deprived. I've been like this since last Friday. If you dunno where I've been last Friday..its either, u r not a regular of this blog, u dun have me at facebook or u r a stranger..I was at Melaka for the Freedom rave. The all so highly advertised rave party of the year. The biggest one I shall say. Raves are not as some people think, drug infested or some kind of sex party. Tht one maybe in their own private post party la. But I'm there to enjoy the music. Nothing else. I went there with really hardcore trance people. people who speak trance. Not those people who got there for the sake of a rave. The trancers were Danny , Simon and Alvin. We 4 lepak together most of the time then joined by Aidan, Ling, the Singaporean stoners( dun ask me why the name) , Gracie, Ali D and many more. The moment I stepped into Simon's car to Melaka and all the way back to KL, I enjoyed every moment. The lasers were amazing, I was seriously enjoying the music, every minute of it. I think I left my heart there, cuz now I'm suffering from post rave depression.
First night was Markus Schulz opening for Ferry Corsten. We did not have the timetable, so we thought Markus gonna be like at 10pm but he started at 9 I think. He is Danny's fav dj, so we rush like hell from our apartment and took the shuttle to the rave. His set was suprisingly proggy, was ok la..I can still layan and all..Ferry was amazing. He played many tracks from his album Twice in a Blue Moon. The lasers n the lightings created a magical feel for me. they brought a vocalist to sing 2 songs from Ferry's set. She was awesome as usually trance vocalists when sing live..tak boleh pakai..but she was so good..Love Betsie Larkin. I was so into it, I dun want the night to end. We camwhored, met new people, continue dancing and went back and chilled with a beer listening to podcasts. We party safely and responsibly. eventhought the night ended early and many people have their own chillout postparty, we just chill with podcasts. We party with quality and not quantitu. I din drink but I just chill with them la..
The next day, we went to Melaka town for lunch. It was damn fun la. The 4 of us plus Gracie, we just clicked. It is as though we know each other for a long time. For the first time I have a group of frens whom I can talk trance 24/7 and all of us won't get bored wei. Besides trance also we had lots of fun talking bout other stuff. Then at night my sister joins us for the second night. Some funny shit went down at the apartment tht night, I can't blog about it cause I've been told my bro not to write incriminating stuff on my blog or online, cuz if I were to be a lawyer one day, tht shit gonna come back and haunt me. so i shall zip it, but it never fails to make me smile when I think bout tht incident. The 2nd night was totally mind blasting..lol..Tydi was so awesome. His warmup set was superbly amazing. I was like woah.....din know Tydi had so much talent..he is only 21. his set was great. transitions were smooth too. When my fav djs Above & Beyond came out, I was ecstatic. I have no other words to describe what a fanstactic set they deliver. the most memorable part was when On a Good Day was played. We group hugged altogether. We sang along and it was so so nice. I can feel that that time Trance truly brings us together.
The next day in the car, we were all very sad. We are sinking in slowly into depression by that time and I'm still under depression now even. I want to blog more bout my personal experience but for now jsut the general gist. All the pics are in Facebook. These are just some that I like.
I'm still smiling when I look at the pics.. sigh..I miss the rave so so much, i miss the company..
#1 My trance kakis
#2 At the cendol place I've been bugging all of them since lunch
#3 At the clubhouse..club as in the real club house..not the 'club' LOL
#4 Love ya guys \o/
#5 Trance chicas
#6 My first taste of Freedom
#7 The need to camwhore.. T__T
#8 My RAVE outfit. 
yo wassup
Currently listening to : John Hetmond & OSip -Lungomare
The song I'm listening to is simply divine. I learned a lil bit on how to mix some sogms. Nothing spectacular, still learning the transitions. Only that. I havent found the ' storytelling rythm' in my mix. I need to build up my collection first. For now I am very excited for tomorrow. Bit mixed feelings cause I'll be going with a heavy heart. Cause things did not turn out the way it should have. But anyways..that is not the focus of Melaka. The focus is to enjoy Ferry, Markus, Tydi, 16 bit Lolitas , Betsie Larkin and my all time favourite ABOVE & BEYOND. I'll be dancing to songs like Made of love for sure and possibly Lonely girl, somehow, on a good day,black sun possibly? chinook. so excited. beyond words can describe despite that tiny ache of emoness still in me. trance can cure me that night. i'm sure it can. i bought myself a ferry corsten tshirt. so excited. my fren told me i'm the trance energy. LOL trance energy, dunno does he know Trance Energy is another one of those massive raves I would like to go to. i'm babbling as usual. trance for life~
The song I'm listening to is simply divine. I learned a lil bit on how to mix some sogms. Nothing spectacular, still learning the transitions. Only that. I havent found the ' storytelling rythm' in my mix. I need to build up my collection first. For now I am very excited for tomorrow. Bit mixed feelings cause I'll be going with a heavy heart. Cause things did not turn out the way it should have. But anyways..that is not the focus of Melaka. The focus is to enjoy Ferry, Markus, Tydi, 16 bit Lolitas , Betsie Larkin and my all time favourite ABOVE & BEYOND. I'll be dancing to songs like Made of love for sure and possibly Lonely girl, somehow, on a good day,black sun possibly? chinook. so excited. beyond words can describe despite that tiny ache of emoness still in me. trance can cure me that night. i'm sure it can. i bought myself a ferry corsten tshirt. so excited. my fren told me i'm the trance energy. LOL trance energy, dunno does he know Trance Energy is another one of those massive raves I would like to go to. i'm babbling as usual. trance for life~
penner-ing
currently listening to: TATW 266
It's all over. I screwed it up. Better luck or better chance next time. When I'm not so childish and immature. When I learn to see things from people's perspective. I thought I knew but I don't. So it came back at bite me. I'm hurt. No doubt I'm hurt. I'm a paranoid bitch. Insecure. Shall I say sorry to myself then??
It's all over. I screwed it up. Better luck or better chance next time. When I'm not so childish and immature. When I learn to see things from people's perspective. I thought I knew but I don't. So it came back at bite me. I'm hurt. No doubt I'm hurt. I'm a paranoid bitch. Insecure. Shall I say sorry to myself then??
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