I h8 weekends

I've been bumming last weekend. Tried to study but can't.Now I hate weekends cuz I feel even more alone. My parents are not at home most of the times in weekends and I'm left all alone. bumming around and watcing re runs of CSI on my pc. I miss him terriblely. During weekdays not so much because of classes but on weekends..OMG, the feeling is dreadful. When I call him it's less then a minute I get to talk to him. I havent's seen him for days now. It's really distracting me now..I need get my "mojo" back. The "mojo" to study relentlessly. Life sucks. If after elections he'll be like this, I don't know whether I can do this anymore. I wasted 3 fucking days emo-ing. I don't know what I want anymore...