I've been blogging almost everyday now.
I've been tossing and turning and I still can't sleep maybe because my well deserved nap was cut short cause I have to fetch my mom from her shopping trip.
A friend called me about contract which I've yet started and luckily I can still recall some of the cases.
Crap..my head hurts like hell.
Oh yeah, I've been typing out my resume and it is not easy trying to promote yourself on paper. I got a few formats of a resume from my brother and friend. It really looks like an advertisment where you put down your skills. It's not that I don't have skills but due to the in depth chinese culture embedded in me, you never really tell people that you're good cause people may think that you are just plain arrogant.
I've yet to finish typing my resume cause after i did mine, my friend told me my resume looks kinda "lazy" cause it's the format from jobstreet. So I have to redo it all over again, by then my head start to hurts really badly and it's continuing till now.
I popped two panadols already and it's not working. I just want my sleep and the stupid mozzies ain't helping either.
today I've been thinking bout him. I'm not that emotional about it, it's just the feeling on what if I did something different. It's all the pass but why my mind keep circulating on the issue. But like my dear friend slogan "It's all good". Regardless of ups and downs there is always some positivity in life.
After the big breakup, the changes are:
- Lost 5 kg
- Driving skills improved tremendously
- Clubbing more often
- Meet new friends
- Went out for movies more than I used too
- Closer to family
These are just some changes in 2 months, there are more that yet to come..hopefully..
CLR
Really close shave today on today's paper CLR. The four topics i spotted 3 came out.Phew..
The paper was difficult in the sense in the way the questions are addressed. It's very different from previous years questions. I've tried my best relating my answer to the question and i just hope I can easily get 10 marks for effort?
I had no choice but to attempt the 3 questions plus my research. The legal research question was easy cause it's almost similar to the mock question in the newsletter so bonus on that..muahaha
I did my best in miscarriages of justice..so so for Civil Process and very risky answer on Judiciary.
I reach my two booklets mark..I worte so much, they got to let me pass what!!
Just hope for the best, expect the worse..till then I got few hours of freedom before Contract.
The paper was difficult in the sense in the way the questions are addressed. It's very different from previous years questions. I've tried my best relating my answer to the question and i just hope I can easily get 10 marks for effort?
I had no choice but to attempt the 3 questions plus my research. The legal research question was easy cause it's almost similar to the mock question in the newsletter so bonus on that..muahaha
I did my best in miscarriages of justice..so so for Civil Process and very risky answer on Judiciary.
I reach my two booklets mark..I worte so much, they got to let me pass what!!
Just hope for the best, expect the worse..till then I got few hours of freedom before Contract.
...
CLr paper in hours..I've yet to cover all i need. Been slacking. I'm thinking of picking Judiciary,Jury,Civil process,Criminal Justice as weell as judicial Precedent. I hope it's enough for me to have 4 questions easily. i'm in an indifferent mood. I know I need to study but I have no mood.
It's gonna be OK
Another paper down. 2 more to go. Phew..breath of relief. Public was not as bad as I imagine except for the Judicial Review question which was very to little to write and the Rule Of Law of question too. Bit suprised codification came out and the most practised question on Parlamentary Sovereignty!!.Ok enuff bout public. Now left CLR n Contract and then till freedom baby!!
After the paper, went straight home for lunch and cause suddenly i feel so hungry. This morning I was freaking out, I could not eat much, I had migraine and I felt nervous till I wanted to vomit. The atmosphere for Public is even more scary as Public Law is known for its high failure rates. I hope the 4 questions I answer is good enough to pass. I just need a pass for Public. Pray for me ya..
CLR is worrying also due to the research thing but for this two hours, I'll just relax and watch chinese series with ease. Oh yeah, this afternoon's nap is so good.I slept like a log.
2 more papers..hanging in there n fuck those play with my feelings. I'm strong and not going to sacrifice my exams due to them..
After the paper, went straight home for lunch and cause suddenly i feel so hungry. This morning I was freaking out, I could not eat much, I had migraine and I felt nervous till I wanted to vomit. The atmosphere for Public is even more scary as Public Law is known for its high failure rates. I hope the 4 questions I answer is good enough to pass. I just need a pass for Public. Pray for me ya..
CLR is worrying also due to the research thing but for this two hours, I'll just relax and watch chinese series with ease. Oh yeah, this afternoon's nap is so good.I slept like a log.
2 more papers..hanging in there n fuck those play with my feelings. I'm strong and not going to sacrifice my exams due to them..
take me to aruanda
hours left for public law. and i din study. well all i did was PS n doing JR now..till half way i was emo so i watched Inside Man. Then back to my natural justice crap..now blogging pulak.
My sis called me from US asking me how I'm doing. She bought me a Coach clutch and yesterday my "godbro" from US called also. I was shiteously emo not only because what I saw but what I read ..a friend decided not to talk to me anymore..just so suddenly. I dunno what the hell I did. Sekali lagi, on a sunday ..twice the rejection, twice the pain. Now I definitely have Sunday phobias already wtf..oh shit..have to go back to JR, HOL n MR..die die die
on the other hand a COACH clutch!! that shud at least get me going ..maybe?
My sis called me from US asking me how I'm doing. She bought me a Coach clutch and yesterday my "godbro" from US called also. I was shiteously emo not only because what I saw but what I read ..a friend decided not to talk to me anymore..just so suddenly. I dunno what the hell I did. Sekali lagi, on a sunday ..twice the rejection, twice the pain. Now I definitely have Sunday phobias already wtf..oh shit..have to go back to JR, HOL n MR..die die die
on the other hand a COACH clutch!! that shud at least get me going ..maybe?
F**K 2
After ther previous post, went out dinner n jaya jusco with parents
guess who i saw..the bastard n the bitch
i quickly u-turn n regret y did i ran away
i shud have gone up n greet them
spoil my raminding nite
public law..i'm going to direct all my feelings to you and making sure i can do public law inside out..
fuck!!
guess who i saw..the bastard n the bitch
i quickly u-turn n regret y did i ran away
i shud have gone up n greet them
spoil my raminding nite
public law..i'm going to direct all my feelings to you and making sure i can do public law inside out..
fuck!!
F**K
I had a dream of sorts today.
Dreamt that he wants me back giving me excuses why he's sorry. It seems too real and i found that I want him back in the dream. Fuck it.
Then I've dreamt of public law..on parliarmentary sovereignty and the implications of ERTA case.. WTF
Woke up..found out that I overslept..I took a nap of 4 hours it seems. My head hurts and my chapped lips hurt. Kept thinking tonight I have to do 3 chapters on House of Lords, Parliarmentary Sovereignty and Judicial Review. And yeah why not throw in EU and HRA also. Fuck it. I'm so gonna screw up my public law and it's not funny.
Yesterday was supposed to chat with someone. He online at 1 something just to chat with me from Singapore and my big mouth ask me go sleep la..its ok..lema he reli did go offline and did not return my msgs. Is he mad? So fucked up.
Two more sundays. Oh fuck ..I rmbr my parents are going out of own this weekend. I hope my sis is off that weekend cuz I'm gonna to stay there..Don't want to be alone on weekends.
Hanging on dearly to my sanity..lots to do..its' gonna to over soon.
Dreamt that he wants me back giving me excuses why he's sorry. It seems too real and i found that I want him back in the dream. Fuck it.
Then I've dreamt of public law..on parliarmentary sovereignty and the implications of ERTA case.. WTF
Woke up..found out that I overslept..I took a nap of 4 hours it seems. My head hurts and my chapped lips hurt. Kept thinking tonight I have to do 3 chapters on House of Lords, Parliarmentary Sovereignty and Judicial Review. And yeah why not throw in EU and HRA also. Fuck it. I'm so gonna screw up my public law and it's not funny.
Yesterday was supposed to chat with someone. He online at 1 something just to chat with me from Singapore and my big mouth ask me go sleep la..its ok..lema he reli did go offline and did not return my msgs. Is he mad? So fucked up.
Two more sundays. Oh fuck ..I rmbr my parents are going out of own this weekend. I hope my sis is off that weekend cuz I'm gonna to stay there..Don't want to be alone on weekends.
Hanging on dearly to my sanity..lots to do..its' gonna to over soon.
it's my prerogative
its the weekends.stuck at home trying to mug public law.
life sucks. people sucks.
two more weeks till freedom.
i'll work in weekends n make moolah so i wun feel fucking emo at home.
i'm just part of the static cling of faulty manufacturing.
mind you there's no exclusitivity principle in relationship in the world. i know u r never going to read this..but do u think I'll wait for u to unattach urself from so called true love? pls la..i still have my self respect. yes i put myself out there for you twice. there's never going be a third chance. twice is more than enough.
life sucks. people sucks.
two more weeks till freedom.
i'll work in weekends n make moolah so i wun feel fucking emo at home.
i'm just part of the static cling of faulty manufacturing.
mind you there's no exclusitivity principle in relationship in the world. i know u r never going to read this..but do u think I'll wait for u to unattach urself from so called true love? pls la..i still have my self respect. yes i put myself out there for you twice. there's never going be a third chance. twice is more than enough.
Indy
I watched Indiana Jones and The Kingdom of Crystal Skull already!! Watched it with Yue Ling today at Times Square. It's been a while since the break up I've been to times square.Of course there were some memories there but I'm ok with it. I was there a bit early then went over to Sugei Wang to catch up some latest Sbux work gossip with Kak Aimi(my supervisor and kakak angkat). Chatted for about hour there and then watch the movie.
Well I don't really remember how Indiana Jones was in those previous sequels cause i was too young to remember. The only memory I have of Indiana Jones that there was one part in the old Indiana Jones movie is he spread sand on an invisible brigde..
My thoughts about the movie, hmm..it reminds me a lot about Tomb Raider, the fact that its an archaelogical type of movie and there are riddles and secret doors etc..
WEll Harrison Ford does not look that old considering the storyline was that it was 10 years plus after the last "adventure". Mind you that the storyline is a bit outlandish I think. I've read books on the theory that aliens build the Gaza Pyramids as the technology was too advanced for the Egyptian civilization back then. So this is something to with space creatures..
Shia Labeouf acting is as great as usual and potrayed a young charismatic kid very well. He's acting as a teenage kid whose mum was kidnapped and his family frend ,Oxley, send him some letters to decipher. So he sought for the help of Indiana Jones.
Cate Blanchett was acting out of her usual element and she too was great with that East Ukrainian accent. She is the villain this time which was unusual since she always have that angelic, motherly look.
I don't want to add anymore spoilers to the movie. It's worth the watch since if you are an action fan or you just want to cuddle with your gf for two hours.
You can watch Harrison Ford swinging on to moving cars and Shia fencing with Cate Blanchett while on top of two moving jeeps. Some parts are kinda slow but it's Indiana Jones..you got to watch it right?
Here are some pics i added..
Well I don't really remember how Indiana Jones was in those previous sequels cause i was too young to remember. The only memory I have of Indiana Jones that there was one part in the old Indiana Jones movie is he spread sand on an invisible brigde..
My thoughts about the movie, hmm..it reminds me a lot about Tomb Raider, the fact that its an archaelogical type of movie and there are riddles and secret doors etc..
WEll Harrison Ford does not look that old considering the storyline was that it was 10 years plus after the last "adventure". Mind you that the storyline is a bit outlandish I think. I've read books on the theory that aliens build the Gaza Pyramids as the technology was too advanced for the Egyptian civilization back then. So this is something to with space creatures..
Shia Labeouf acting is as great as usual and potrayed a young charismatic kid very well. He's acting as a teenage kid whose mum was kidnapped and his family frend ,Oxley, send him some letters to decipher. So he sought for the help of Indiana Jones.
Cate Blanchett was acting out of her usual element and she too was great with that East Ukrainian accent. She is the villain this time which was unusual since she always have that angelic, motherly look.
I don't want to add anymore spoilers to the movie. It's worth the watch since if you are an action fan or you just want to cuddle with your gf for two hours.
You can watch Harrison Ford swinging on to moving cars and Shia fencing with Cate Blanchett while on top of two moving jeeps. Some parts are kinda slow but it's Indiana Jones..you got to watch it right?
Here are some pics i added..
one down..
First paper done..was sastified ..cause I wrote till no tomorrow..more than what I usually write. I know I can pass..Now left 3 more..Killer papers in the middle..Public Law and CLR..another battle coming soon.
wtf
i had weird phobia that I will be mistaken on the date I'm taking my exam.Enough said.
Things that keep me sane:
Singapore
Bangkok
Somewhere else around the world
A whole new shopping makeover.
Talk about stress. I watched Astro for 6 hours straight..from MTV till are you smarter than a fifth grader, channel 555, living in Kardashians..wtf
Things that keep me sane:
Singapore
Bangkok
Somewhere else around the world
A whole new shopping makeover.
Talk about stress. I watched Astro for 6 hours straight..from MTV till are you smarter than a fifth grader, channel 555, living in Kardashians..wtf
The song that hit my heart
this song speaks to me deeply...
Jason Mraz Details In Fabric Lyrics
Featuring: James Morrison Lyrics
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
Jason Mraz Details In Fabric Lyrics
Featuring: James Morrison Lyrics
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
Finally
I'm currently watching Japanese Drama "with love" at crunchyroll.com. that drama was almost 8 years ago where two people met online. Tow people with the same "soul" but totally different lifestyle. I watch that drama before and it makes more sense to me now. Working life and relationships.
Today class was utterly exhausting. Puvanes recap 17 chapters in 6 hours plus and at least when she recap I understood and I don't feel that dumb anymore.
70 odd hours more till first paper..this is R v Eagleton point of no return or is is R v Gullefer ..on the job?
sigh this would be the last time I apply Criminal Law stuff in my blog..promise?
Today class was utterly exhausting. Puvanes recap 17 chapters in 6 hours plus and at least when she recap I understood and I don't feel that dumb anymore.
70 odd hours more till first paper..this is R v Eagleton point of no return or is is R v Gullefer ..on the job?
sigh this would be the last time I apply Criminal Law stuff in my blog..promise?
I'm semi emo
It's Sat night and I'm stuck at home. trying to hit the books. I cannot stay home during Saturday nights. two more weeks..i rather work my ass off during weekends and go back sleep it off then work again ..work work n work till no tommorrow. but beofre that a holiday..
someone says he want to sponsor me for all expense trip to singapore and my shopping too. OMG rite..however things are not so simple as it looks..sigh..my life is neverending with emotional drama.
i know everything will be fine and better...this is just a time period I have to go through..
this is my first exam where there's no boyfriend to support me. Seriously..since PMR till STPM I was with someone. This time are no good lucks or all the best msgs from someone called Le Boyfriend.
but like the song sings..hold your own, know your name and go your own way..
my path of life is still far, sometimes there will be people who will walk beside you, but at time i have to walk myself..so this is time i have to walk myself..till i met up will someone who will walk with me for life. I won't spend my time waiting for someone..I vow to live my life to the fullest.
someone says he want to sponsor me for all expense trip to singapore and my shopping too. OMG rite..however things are not so simple as it looks..sigh..my life is neverending with emotional drama.
i know everything will be fine and better...this is just a time period I have to go through..
this is my first exam where there's no boyfriend to support me. Seriously..since PMR till STPM I was with someone. This time are no good lucks or all the best msgs from someone called Le Boyfriend.
but like the song sings..hold your own, know your name and go your own way..
my path of life is still far, sometimes there will be people who will walk beside you, but at time i have to walk myself..so this is time i have to walk myself..till i met up will someone who will walk with me for life. I won't spend my time waiting for someone..I vow to live my life to the fullest.
Know your name
I slept at 4 am..fulamak..i really did do something productive in the middle of night studing CLR.
I usually sleep at that time if I don't have classes but so much things had happen my sleep cycle is affected.
Woke up at 12 pm cuz Dad wanted to eat Spaghetti Carbornara for lunch. Then fatr the fattening n filling lunch I watch some series ANTM, Top Chef and CSI:NY.
ANTM S10 the winner is a plus sized model. For the first time leh..after 10 years, finally they give it to a plus sized model. I think they gave it to Whiteny because the runner up is high fashion model, so with or without ANTM, she'll succeed as a top model anyway.
I'm so in love with Jason Mraz songs right now and current crave is a collaboration with James Morrison called Details in Fabric. Its the perfect break up song for those who have been dumped. The lyrics are meaningful and the guitar is excllent. At the end chorus part you can hear Jason Mraz voice teamed up with James Morrison husky voice with a slght British accent..The song style is like Damien Rice for those of you have heard of it..
and furthermore Jason Mraz album got a song duet with Colbie Caillat..Could Jason choose anymore perfect duets ? James and Colbie..this album is as good as Colbie cuz all songs are good. I think Jason Mraz will only reach Malaysian shores in a month or two so just go download the album Jason Mraz-We sing,we dance, we steal things
I added this youtube clip of details in fabric song..enjoy la..It's still really new so there's no music video for it yet..
Next post I'm going to talk about another song "Make it Mine".Tata~
I usually sleep at that time if I don't have classes but so much things had happen my sleep cycle is affected.
Woke up at 12 pm cuz Dad wanted to eat Spaghetti Carbornara for lunch. Then fatr the fattening n filling lunch I watch some series ANTM, Top Chef and CSI:NY.
ANTM S10 the winner is a plus sized model. For the first time leh..after 10 years, finally they give it to a plus sized model. I think they gave it to Whiteny because the runner up is high fashion model, so with or without ANTM, she'll succeed as a top model anyway.
I'm so in love with Jason Mraz songs right now and current crave is a collaboration with James Morrison called Details in Fabric. Its the perfect break up song for those who have been dumped. The lyrics are meaningful and the guitar is excllent. At the end chorus part you can hear Jason Mraz voice teamed up with James Morrison husky voice with a slght British accent..The song style is like Damien Rice for those of you have heard of it..
and furthermore Jason Mraz album got a song duet with Colbie Caillat..Could Jason choose anymore perfect duets ? James and Colbie..this album is as good as Colbie cuz all songs are good. I think Jason Mraz will only reach Malaysian shores in a month or two so just go download the album Jason Mraz-We sing,we dance, we steal things
I added this youtube clip of details in fabric song..enjoy la..It's still really new so there's no music video for it yet..
Next post I'm going to talk about another song "Make it Mine".Tata~
pure rantings
I need to rant!!!!
I tried doing CLR..it's like sejarah all over again..memorize n memorize
i mean criminal n other subjects also need memorizing but for me this is plain regurgitation!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I tried to turn off my PC..but i got some series donwloading la..my ANTM n top chef..damn it..life's a bitch
I tried doing CLR..it's like sejarah all over again..memorize n memorize
i mean criminal n other subjects also need memorizing but for me this is plain regurgitation!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I tried to turn off my PC..but i got some series donwloading la..my ANTM n top chef..damn it..life's a bitch
Exam mess
I hate pre-exam pep talks. Make me feel even more stressed. When Lion King was talking bout the preparations, I actually felt nauseous and butterflies in my stomach.
I want to scream and shout.
Planning to go jalan this Saturday but looks like plan cancel la..beisdes got class..after the pep talk..no mood already.
I need to hang in there..
I want to scream and shout.
Planning to go jalan this Saturday but looks like plan cancel la..beisdes got class..after the pep talk..no mood already.
I need to hang in there..
I'm emo..so what??
Shit!! Today was such an emo day. Maybe because I've stayed in the house for too long, so tomorrow I'm going to college. I can't stay and mope and I definitely can't study too. Tomorrow is going to be a better day.
I'm sick of negativity,sick of complains, sick of criticisms.
I just want a good peaceful place where i can just chill and be stress free like in Jason Mraz song "I'm yours" or "Lucky".
I'm so tempted to go to Bangkok after reading Pinkpau's blog of her trip.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me and I'm not giving up.
Fuck people who gloat.
Fuck people who only knows how to complain and not appreciate.
I need to get out of my self-made negativity aura and self dug tunnel of emo-ness.
I want my life back!!
I know I'm better but why my alter-ego still want to hide in the emo tunnel
Life is so much better, but why can't I feel it?
Why can't I embrace it?
I'm sick of being in an emotional roller coaster.
I jsut want a good cuddle and good music.
Music..yes, a cuddle?
From who I'm going to get my cuddle?
I should not wait for the cuddle.
I'm capable of making myself happy.
I know one day, my boyfriend will do what like the song "Lucky" is all about.
But as i was listening to Fly Fm, there's a community service reminder to girls, that we do not need to be whole with a guy.
WE are capable of living our own life!!
I feel that I need to stick it to my stubborn heart and close up the stupid emo tunnel.
I'm sick of negativity,sick of complains, sick of criticisms.
I just want a good peaceful place where i can just chill and be stress free like in Jason Mraz song "I'm yours" or "Lucky".
I'm so tempted to go to Bangkok after reading Pinkpau's blog of her trip.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me and I'm not giving up.
Fuck people who gloat.
Fuck people who only knows how to complain and not appreciate.
I need to get out of my self-made negativity aura and self dug tunnel of emo-ness.
I want my life back!!
I know I'm better but why my alter-ego still want to hide in the emo tunnel
Life is so much better, but why can't I feel it?
Why can't I embrace it?
I'm sick of being in an emotional roller coaster.
I jsut want a good cuddle and good music.
Music..yes, a cuddle?
From who I'm going to get my cuddle?
I should not wait for the cuddle.
I'm capable of making myself happy.
I know one day, my boyfriend will do what like the song "Lucky" is all about.
But as i was listening to Fly Fm, there's a community service reminder to girls, that we do not need to be whole with a guy.
WE are capable of living our own life!!
I feel that I need to stick it to my stubborn heart and close up the stupid emo tunnel.
I need to stop being emo
If there's a song to every of my emotions like in Juno, I would so like it right now. In everything I do, there's a perfect song in my mind and I would have my official soundtrack too..
I'm feeling better and i'm fine without ex..but seems waves of issues keep crushing. I have to deal with it one by one, prioritize and set things straight. Issues pertaining family, studies and also relationships( huh..what r/ships? I 'm also clueless). but definitely r/ships now are the bottom of my list now.
Can't all these things wait, so I can focus 100% in exams. Shit happens.
I'm feeling better and i'm fine without ex..but seems waves of issues keep crushing. I have to deal with it one by one, prioritize and set things straight. Issues pertaining family, studies and also relationships( huh..what r/ships? I 'm also clueless). but definitely r/ships now are the bottom of my list now.
Can't all these things wait, so I can focus 100% in exams. Shit happens.
Complicate things
What did I get myself into? Is it real or something i believe it can last? Fuck it.. I wanna live my life. Listening to this song over n over again makes me feel slightly positive about life..
Deja vu
Today I spend the afternoon accompanying my mum for check up at Glenaeagles. Then while she's sleeping, an uncle called.He's more like family friend and hasnt heard bout the breakup..So I have to re-tell the story. Then later I went to the car wash The ex used to go. I went htere because it's cheap and since I know the owner so I'm comfortable there. Again the owner ask me where's the EX. I answered we are no longer together. From small talk I begain to re-tell the story. She offered words of comfort saying that since i'm studying law and to be with him who's invovlved the dirty world of politics wun be good for me. She said how can I be with some guy who only earn that little and I should find a better person. then I told her who's the woman, cause probably she saw her also during the election rally. She remembered seeing the woman and said just let go. I already let go. But today is nostalgic all over again.Sigh. Maybe i did something bad by telling the owner of the car wash, cuz business owners aroung my area all know who is my ex. So by telling her, probably the news would spread. It is not my intention to defame him cause it is not virtually certain that would happen, but I'm indifferent so if people know how his real person, let them know. He's the one who is gonna bear the bad name when he doing his community work and all.
This is just the first place I went to where people recognise both of us. Besides the car wash, it's my usual burger place,warung,chicken rice stall,pan mee stalls as well as the chinese medicine shop. I guess this is just the frist of many experineces i have to go through if i visit these places again. I can't run away, cuz I'm staying in Pandan Jaya, I cannot just stop going to these places. So i just have to suck it up..and life moves on.
This is just the first place I went to where people recognise both of us. Besides the car wash, it's my usual burger place,warung,chicken rice stall,pan mee stalls as well as the chinese medicine shop. I guess this is just the frist of many experineces i have to go through if i visit these places again. I can't run away, cuz I'm staying in Pandan Jaya, I cannot just stop going to these places. So i just have to suck it up..and life moves on.
Orang besi
Akhirnya, tercapainya impian saya untuk melihat cerita Orang Besi. Ceritanya sangat menarik dan berunsurkan Blockbuster.
Oh crap..cannot write in BM la..anyways Iron Man has all the necessary blockbuster elements written all over it..A hot leading actor playing the ultimate dream of every men.A guy with career,money,cars,robots and sex with hot reporters anytime anyday.Then there is the sweet Gwyneth Paltrow who is a hot assistant but subtlely sexy. Iron man has all the right elements, some sharp humour here and there with the usual action with explosions here and there. When you watch this movie just don't try to decipher how he can build the iron suit...just enjoy the movie as its a FICTION!! the directors try to explain how its possible to build the suit but if you are not a physics student, don't even bother..or if you are a physics students..it's still impossible to build the suit. I think this movie is a must to avid action fans and I have to say that Iron man is way better than Spiderman.But I still heart Batman all the way..So now.. move your ass and go watch it in the cinema and not on DVD. you need the souns system to really enjoy Iron Man.
Oh crap..cannot write in BM la..anyways Iron Man has all the necessary blockbuster elements written all over it..A hot leading actor playing the ultimate dream of every men.A guy with career,money,cars,robots and sex with hot reporters anytime anyday.Then there is the sweet Gwyneth Paltrow who is a hot assistant but subtlely sexy. Iron man has all the right elements, some sharp humour here and there with the usual action with explosions here and there. When you watch this movie just don't try to decipher how he can build the iron suit...just enjoy the movie as its a FICTION!! the directors try to explain how its possible to build the suit but if you are not a physics student, don't even bother..or if you are a physics students..it's still impossible to build the suit. I think this movie is a must to avid action fans and I have to say that Iron man is way better than Spiderman.But I still heart Batman all the way..So now.. move your ass and go watch it in the cinema and not on DVD. you need the souns system to really enjoy Iron Man.
kepanasan
I'm in love with Madonna's 4 minutes especially Timbaland intro..Damn sien ar..Dunno what to blog but just to rant on how bored I am and how cruel is the weather now? I drive a kancil and it being a small malaysian made car, the aircond takes a long time to cool..so I'll be sweating in the car while stuck in HOT weather!! DAMN IT !! and to make more bored is that I've yet to watch Orang Besi. This is bad..being an avid movie goer, I havent watch Orang Besi. I prefer to call it Orang Besi as opposed to Iron man cuz now I have the knack of direct translating some terms to Bahasa Melayu..dun ask me, I'm just crazy..tunring to an eccentric person with my weird habits. Gosh have to go cook now..mum is sick so i have to play Bree Hodge in the house
Erik: I'm gay and so are you!!..
I'm having a headache now..i think it's migraine. Its the damn weather and seems that everyone is sick. I usually sit at the side of the line of seats in class and ther's a walkway in the middle and another row of seats. There is this guy, I tell you, sneeze non stop ok..eventhough he's not sitting close to me physically, I felt vulnerable as air speed for sneeze travel about 60 mph( wikipedia-ed it jsut now). I cannot afford to be sick right now..very dangerous and him sneezing all the way albeit with a tissue covering his nose, but still..some more the sound of him blowing his nose, is just irritating. the closer the exams, i'm more sensitive to sounds, for instance we were given impromptu time test yesterday and i can hear the guy opening a packet of sweets and the sound of the plastic is like a fly next to my ear. When I do a question I need complete , pin-drop silence or else i'll be distracted and irritated..disrupt my flow of thoughts. Furthermore got only 45 minutes, i feel there is so much to write but my hand is not moving fast enough. Sometimes i would tell my hand, write faster , we onli got 45 minutes..tick tock tick tock *hummed it in the tune of 4 minutes of Madonna*
I got more confidence in Criminal, but one thing, Miss puvanes says do the usual Woolmington-golden thread intro but UOL examiners says go straight to the issues. Confused..I scared if I write the usual std inro, will pissed the English men off cuz they sounded kinda pisses in the examiners's reports about this issue. I was reading back some of my essays, impressed I can write some kinda good arguments..but dunno whether I can pull it off on D-day.
I want to work in a law firm during holidays and my dad ask me to apply to one of the big law firms in KL. hope i get it cuz it wud look great on my resume..
tomorrow anotehr day..hopefully a productive day..
I got more confidence in Criminal, but one thing, Miss puvanes says do the usual Woolmington-golden thread intro but UOL examiners says go straight to the issues. Confused..I scared if I write the usual std inro, will pissed the English men off cuz they sounded kinda pisses in the examiners's reports about this issue. I was reading back some of my essays, impressed I can write some kinda good arguments..but dunno whether I can pull it off on D-day.
I want to work in a law firm during holidays and my dad ask me to apply to one of the big law firms in KL. hope i get it cuz it wud look great on my resume..
tomorrow anotehr day..hopefully a productive day..
Handbag music?
After a tiring Justine's calss on Sat, i drove to my sis place with the intention to watch dvds and astro, when she text me to pack some clothes to go clubbing. My sis clubbing gang is all gay guys. So we went to this gay-friendly club called Marketplace cuz there was this DJ from Australia named Kate Monroe. Went there at 1 am I think, the place is packed, the podium is full and to get upstairs takes forever. Going to a gay club is really an eye-opener experience for me. Imagine hot guys daning with other hot guys. Some were even shirtless showing off their hot,, muscular bodies with wash board abs. Ooooo..so tempting..can see but cannot touch. One thing bout a gay club is that as a girl, you will feel safe, no guys will come up to you, or take advantage cuz they are just not into girls and va-jay-jay.I mean if you go club for the music la, it wud be fun cuz it's just you and the music and you dance all night long. Club closes around 3.40 am, then I thought can go back la..cuz I was tired ady, but my sis says got after party at frens house. Went to the frens house, it's like a self made disco..with music and all. Ater about 5 am, my sis says we go another frens house. Lepak there, it was a chillout party also..went back at 7.30 am when the sun rises and I slept like a pig till 4 pm..
But i'm beginning to dig the clubbing scene, cuz going with my sis, I get to go to different clubs and introduce me to her gay friends which is crazy fun bunch of ppl..Aftre my exams I will be following my sis more to clubs and actually enjoying myself.
But i'm beginning to dig the clubbing scene, cuz going with my sis, I get to go to different clubs and introduce me to her gay friends which is crazy fun bunch of ppl..Aftre my exams I will be following my sis more to clubs and actually enjoying myself.
dilemma
Sipping my peppermint now. Classes are a torture now, cause it's so long and it consumes my self study time.(ceh.like i really self-study)But i would like to spend some time attacking on questions. few more weeks left. i know I can do it. But now i have a dilemma, whther to study in UK inmy 3rd year. I can if I want to, I've already discuss this with my parents, they say can but I have to really jimat these twp years..so my plans for holidays, gym and astro will just have to wait. So I dunno, is it worth it, coming back with 50K of debt?
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