flashback 6

June was a month of rejuvenation. I went to Singapore for holidays. A short one but it was relaxing indeed. I had the best time in the zoo. Yeah..jakun right? But Singapore 's zoo is awesome. The animals are happy and well fed and the best part is, the zoo is kinda open as in there not many glass windows or cages. The monkey village consist of different groups of monkeys living in a big man made tree and there are no cages.


I did my fair share of shopping there and overload on those magic wipes that I bought in Singapore. I just love that magic wipe thingy, I don't know if you guys know..but its the kinda cloth that looks like a napkin but the dust and hair just sticks to it when you wipe on a surface. I love it so much, that when my dad asks for it, i'll take it out from my secret compartment and give to them. I don't want anybody else using it. I'm obsessed with it. My bag was stuffed with the magic wipes. Not that KL does not sell it but its freaking cheap. I think about SGD 1 for a packet. Here's like 4 bucks from 100 yen shop. I'm that cheap. wtf.


Reminiscing back, I miss Singapore. My elder sis no longer works in SIA. So no free accomodation now if I go there. Just free dinners I guess. I love Malaysia and its culture and our laidback attitute(aka tidak apa attitude) but Singapore is organised. It's clean and the best thing is that you feel safe. You feel safe jogging down a park in the evening. You can walk around Singapore showing a bit cleavage and people don't gawk at you. The only thing Singapore does not have is mamaks like here. i mean if you don't have a car there and in the middle of night craves for supper, you have to take a cab. There are no roadside mamak nearby that you can just walk to like here in KL. I have a theory that the reason why Singaporeans are so stressed is that they have no mamak like KL. There are no Steven Corners, BRJ, Pelita etc. You see, Mamaks or more known yum cha sessions is the place where we unwind by talking crap.Seriously, mamak is the place to reduce stress, we call a bunch of friends and talk about our mundane lives and gossip about people to make ourselves feel better..haha..Sure some of you Singaporeans might be reading this and said, we have clean cafes like Starbucks or some hongkie style place in Singapore. but c'mn for you to take a cab, and go to Sbux and spend 10 bucks or so frequently and the taxi fare is expensive right? Here in KL, you can just order a teh tarik for RM 1.20 and talk shit the whole night!! Oh yeah one more thing, in SG you can't download torrents or you'll fined or jailed. The internet is fast no dobut because you can't download torrents but what is life without torrents? You can only stream online, but what about music? another negative side if you stay in SG.


I don't know why suddenly I blogged about mamaks in Singapore. As much as the country is much more better than us economically and all, nothing can compare to the culture in Malaysia. June was a good month for me. I was still emo at that time but it was a good month compared to the previous months.

Bugis Junction

Night Safari

Crazy sisters
Kiss for my prince charming

Polar bear

The only pic of us 3 sisters

*teehee*

Armin!!!

I'm so excited about Armin's gig in 12 days I dreamt about him for 3 days nows. My sister knew a dj in zouk and hopefully can get us his autograph or something..or just some extra perks or maybe can take a picture with him. Yeah I really want to take a picture with him and possibly see his brother Eller. Ahh..I can't wait!!!

Christmas

The holidays were busy for me. Now these few days I have absolutely no plans cause I'm damn broke to the maximum. On Christmas eve, I went with my sister to her friend's house for Christmas dinner. It was a sumptious dinner with home cooked turkey as the main course. First time I had a turkey and not the normal turkey ham I get in sandwiches. After the dinner we headed to Raw Club in Solaris Mont Kiara cause my sisters friend is spinning that night. it was a fun night, then the next morning I had Christmas lunch at my church. Came home and crash of course then at night went for seafood supper and a movie then mamak. Then the next few days, I did not go out cause I want to save as much money as I can cause ARMIN VAN BUUREN is coming to Zouk on 10/2009.

I came home that night after mamak and decided to surf my fav djs website to see their tour dates and was practically jumping of my chair when I saw Malaysia, KL in the tour list. I went to Zouk's website and they have no info on it and the only website that has the details is Juice's site. The tickets are RM 100 plus 2 drinks and he'll be doing a 4 hour set. I'm so excited cause i know its gonna be one hell of a set since he's announced the top 2o trance tracks of 2008 which I diligently exercised my rights and voted.Thus, he'll certainly be playing those tracks and hopefully some from his album also.My sister is not sure that she can make it, but i'll go alone. She says she went alone to Armin's gig last year. For Armin, I'll fucking go alone.

I'm also looking forward for January Cause I'll be getting my iphone and possibly go on a 2 week trip to Taipei and Los Angeles. But I'm having a dilemma, if i go on holiday I can't upgrade my pc. The clear choice is of course go on holiday but still..my baby, my pc needs an upgrade. Nonetheless, I know Jan 2009 is gonna be a great month!!

Here's jsut two pics, a turkey and us ladies at a club. The rest is in FB and yes the dress is the same as prom cause I bought two of them in diff colours. LOL

flashback 4 + 5

got to finish up my flashback posts..already near 31st ady..

April 2008

I was with my sister a lot that month. She brought me to clubs and I slept at her place. I was also sort of dating..bad bad choice. I was still emo, spend my time blogging and remembering what had happened. I lost even more weight and going to revisions ans studying. I met some new friends who helped me. Even with the weight loss, I don't feel beautiful. I don't feel happy. I was frequneitng forums and websites on how to deal with breakups. I can't go anywhere cause exams are near, I was stuck. I remeberred once my sis gay friends told me I look bad. Which I did, my hair was chopped off. the gay friend offers some encouragement. I went clubbing and chillout parties. But I still feel depressed. My heart was hurting.

May 2008

Holy..its the big exams. My parents prayed for me the day of the exams. Checking on me seeing if I was ok. I did ok. The papers were answerable. It was better that month cause the exams kept me focused on my goals. I would not let the breakup ruin my future. I still remember the exam hall, the facial expressions and where I sat. After the paper, I just slept and relaxed but I felt alone. So alone. So emo. I cleaned my room and await on what happen.I went shopping with my sis and makeover myself. But sitll I lack confidence in meeting ppl . I kept thinking of him and dating that time was not that good either. Made me even more emo. I applied for job at a law firm and got it. So at leat at that point in time I had a plan.

Flashback 3

March 2008

That was my most traumatic month ever. The breakup. I actually lazy to blog about it cause I'm so done talking about it. The bottomline is I caught him on the bed with another woman. Period. That was my most emotional time ever. My heart felt as it dropped on the floor and it was like a dream..a really bad dream. All this was about a week after our 4th year anniversary and in that week also my uncle passed away. It was just traumatic. I still have to go classes for revisions and I lost 5 kg in that month alone. I dyed my hair black again, changed my phone number and was studying everyday. I also went to a gay club for the first time and met lot of new people but still at that time I miss him very much. Thus March for me went by painfully and it was like a daze. No pictures cause where got the mood to take pictures at that time..

Flashback 2

Feb 2008

I think I went to Langkawi, I don't quite remember, but it may in late Jan or early Feb. I was having fun that time. I think that is the last fun memory I had with him. It was slightly different I think, I mean it was kinda routine like and I was stressed about exams till I bought Criminal textbook to read. I enjoyed the beach every much, listening to songs and sitting under the moonlight. The thing is the memory is personal. Now when I think of it, the memories I had was the things I experienced myself without him in the picture. We did have fun together but like I said, it was like holiday that we "forced" ourselves to have and we spend time individually relaxing and not much communicating I guess. I still did not feel as though we are drifting apart just busy with our lives. On Valentine's day, he just gave me a card which he bought and signed in front of me. Boleh tak? He said he was busy but he got me a teddy bear also. Hmm..I was happy that at least he made an effort but he knows I'm indifferent to teddy bears. As I browse through the pics now, I ONLY miss the beach and the sun but not him. I've moved on completely. After the Langkawi holidays, we both were busy with our lives. He was busy with work and the other woman (his colleague) I suppose while I was in nerd mode that time. So that was with my February 2008.

iChristmas

Before flashback 2..just want to blog about how happy I am that I will be getting a NEW 3G iPhone for Rm 1400 cause its subsidize by my sis!!Many ppl say dun buy and all tht..if 1400 can buy me an iPhone..I will and worth it..I've been using Sony for years and its time to change plus my pink sony phone is faulty..even a better reason for an upgrade. I know RM 1400 can buy a way better phone, but I would love my next phone to be PDA like and definitely that amount of money can't buy PDA phone like Blackberry or HTC touch. thus I'm counting days till I get the turbo sim and I personalised the phone with cute themes and many cute applications. I'm a sucker for fashion phones. I'm so excited!!

Flashback 1

Dec seems to move slowly for me and I can't wait to get into 2009. I think I want to do like a series of events that happen this year by month. So I'm gonna start with January 2008.

January 2008

I was still in a relationship with Allan. Things were normal. We were having revisons and tutorials for Intermediate. I was still overweight and pretty much life was routine. Oh yeah..allan and me was in a 'no colouring phase from like 2007. I got my car already and was learning to drive again despite that I was already of the Probation period. I remember I was excited for CNY as I'll be going to Langkawi with him. I think in January was The Star Education fair..So here is how I looked 11 months ago..FAT..but I like my hair colour though..

pirate

I an avid downloader..a torrent pirate..motto: sharing is caring..I was reading an article and here are top ten most dowlaoded movies in 2008..and I did not know I was that crazy in downloading till I realised I downloaded every single one on the list..muahaha


1
The Dark Knight
7,030,000
$996,500,000
2
The Incredible Hulk
5,840,000
$262,300,000
3
The Bank Job
5,410,000
$64,300,000
4
You Don’t Mess With The Zohan
5,280,000
$201,800,000
5
National Treasure: Book of Secrets
5,240,000
$457,400,000
6
Juno
5,190,000
$231,300,000
7
Tropic Thunder
4,900,000
$187,200,000
8
I Am Legend
4,870,000
$584,200,000
9
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
4,400,000
$104,500,000
10
Horton Hears a Who!
4,360,000
$296,945,439

relieve

I don't like mornings, thus I 'll wake up in the nick of time to reach college and sometimes late about 15 mins max. So today I budget myself to reach college at 10.30. I woke up and my pc was in shut down mode. Hmm, I did not shut down it yesetrday but I knew there was this update thingy going on on my pc or my baby I called it. So I tried to switch on my baby in the morning to do a lil facebook and check on my downloading stuff and all. To my horror, my windows could not start. I panicked a lil and thinking all the way to trouble shoot it and I know it's beacuse of my dvd drive. I know it's no use for me to do anything cause its purely hardware. I was running late and called my sister and brother who were out to help me send it to Low yat. I was fidgety the whole day thinking about my baby. My sister called said the stupid dvd was stuck and caused the problem. They took it out and did not charged a cent..Phew..The next thing i'm gonna do is march up to the dvd guy in SS 15 and change the dvd. I wonuld not take No for an answer cause it caused such damage to my baby...RAWR!!!

migraines

Wow..10 days since the last entry and so much have happened. I've been really busy these 2 weeks, with classes and my new found friends. On other note, my dvd-writer just busted. I cannot even detect the writer. I have to open my cpu for the first time in a year or so. Luckily i have another one extra.
Many stuff have happened in the course of 2 weeks. I've been skipping some classes cause I really need some time off. My migraines are coming back and now its recurring frequently. Like in a day there'll be migraines for about 1-2 hours and it hurts like hell. I will feel naseous and super tired. I have to pop panadols before I sleep or I will have migraines in the morning. Something is not right with me. I keep telling myself, two more weeks only for the partying n social stuff then to business. It's gonna be over soon. It's not an obligation for me to party and all but I need it. Cause next few months , January to May is super intensive and I would be in nerd mode then.
I don't really sleep well also. And tomrrow till the 20th I have classes very single day as Ms Claire from London is coming to do the whole land lectures. ARgh...jsut two more weeks till new year..and I'm looking forward to a brand new 2009!!

noche

Despite that previous post, I'm gonna ignore it and focus on my prom post.

Prom this year as much my frens were to agree was awesome. Congrats to Kim and her team, they made it all happen. Their food was great, I can't get enough of the bread pudding and they serve hot coffee or tea. I can't live without tea ok? There was great service by the hotel staff constantly refilling our drinks and clearing our tables. We got to eat first before the performances so we did enjoy the performances. There were dancing, singing and even a magic show!!..LOL. The ballroom was beautiful, the ligts and decor, really sets the mood.

The highlight of the prom was Raja singing. Last year he sang a ballad which was great. This year he was with a band comprises of young and old and he sang some crazy rock and roll songs. We all literally went crazy and danced on the dancefloor cheering for him, like in a concert. I mean everyone went to the dancefloor and danced with each other. It was a really a fun night. Everyone was in the mood to party even the lecturers were out on the dancefloor. Everybody was smiling and laughing and dancing and high even without alcohol. The other performances were great, the singing medley by the students is great. Who knew our college have that talent and the opening jazz act was great. Oliver and Lei really deserve to be the prom king and queen. the night went well and I would go again if next year is equally great. Next year intermediate has a big challenge to make it even better.

Now to more persoanal perspective,the dress I wore was bought at Sungei Wang for about 50 bucks.I got the same dress in yellow but green look better on me. It might not look as elegant as some but I don't want my prom dress to be too dressy cause I'm a cheapo and would like to wear it to clubbing or other dinners. I did not really plan on the entire outfit, all I knew is that I need to wear leggings to cover up my scars on my leg. Initally plan to wear my heels but for some reason its lose and I don't want to limp while walking. Makeup was my usual clubbing makeup, dark eyeshadow with falsies. My hair was simple cause I don't know what to do with it. I don't know how to tie it in a bun so I just clip it.One of my dear friend say I looked better than last year. Its a compliment and I'm happy. Last year I spend more time preparing for it as opposed to this year wear I was out of the house in 30 minutes.The scarf was a last minute addition as i scared I was gonna be cold, thus Ijus grab it before I leave.

I did not really camwhore this year, cause the performances were to damn nice for me to spend time walking around and camwhore. another thing bout the prom is that, we get to see the wild side of other fellow students. How they are so serious in college but when they party, all is let loose..haha.. we law students and study hard and party even harder!! Everyone was looking hot that night, its like a makeover when you see them. all dressed up, with makeup..all was looking elegant. Wow !! what more can I say but more postive stuff? LOL!!
Here are some pics of that night in random order:

Crazy moral lecturer Mr Subhi

Waifon, my nocturnal msn friend

Power couple EJ and Deb = Edeb Kim, the girl who made it all happen

Kelly and me in green!! Great minds think alike!!

Tim all grown up in a coat!!

William, what more can i say?

Trying to look cool

Danielle elegant as always

I know I'm hot *ahem* LOL

Totally candid

Hawt!!
Mr Transporter 3
Joshua, my football translator

wtf?

i posted my staus as why people say I look like a clubber?Yes I club and drink and dance. I never got wasted and when I club, i club resposnsibly. Sure I do crazy poses while taking pic and I kissed Jas on the cheek for fun. Then look what someone wrote to me at facebook:

You do like a clubber...obviously!! why go and kiss ppl's bf??!! kiss me lah!! you really look like you are easy....desperate...sorry...but I think as a girl..you shud behave yrself and have some self-respect...not shout for attention like that and spoil your image!!! It also 'tell' that there is nothing wrong fucking around as well!! Well?? do you have that view??I'm sorry for being bold but that is the realty from the point of view of a matured adult!! not from some crappy..half cooked college buggy who burns his parents money just for flushing it down the drain..and fucking around!!! said too much!!! think about it!

I was like what the hell? When the hell did I fuck around? Did I have any any pics fucking around?!!Fucker says I'm easy, having fun does not mean easy!! OMG!! People like this jsut have no life to msg me like that. going to club is not a sin. I'm jsut syaing why people alwyas see me as one. I'm not ashame of anything so don't bloody hell fucking judge me as an "easy" girl.