whining again

I refuse to be sad, be emo. Maybe I do not have someone to call, someone to talk to that makes me misses the complacency of being in a relationship.
who doesn't like a good cuddle, a good company for dinner, someone to talk to about random stuff. I'm still adapting. I never thought it would take this long. I need a good book to take my mind off things. I just finish the book Princess Orchid and it kept my mind off things. I want another good book. i want to watch a movie. I want to dine at a fine restaurant. I want a night with good company whre we can talk till there's not tomorrow. Its not a date I want. I just want to feel good once a while