sleepless in kl

something unexpected happen..i spilled my guts..feelings of uncertainty,inadequacy n comparison..all jumbled up together. i forwarded my jumbled msg to him. at first i thought this is it la..we are not going to see each other again cuz i told him it wud best that we just dun see each other cuz i feel being unfairly treated. then he did the unexpected.,, i'll just leave it to ur imagination.. but now i'm in a state of infatuation, and hence the late night blogging. like the concept of drunk n dial, i might delete this post later and regret i even blog bout this. but i just feel like ranting. i think he gets what i'm feeling right now. i feel relieved i let it all out. i gave him an ultimatum, and said i respect any of his decision tomorrow then the unexpected happen. it caught me by suprise and i ahvent felt that way for a long long time. i know some of u already guess what the "unexpected event" is..but coming from a "conservative" family..i just malu to really type the word out.. anyway..as said earlier..i'm drunk with infatuation n this stupid post is sumthing i think i gonna regret but what the heck..that's bout it..short,confusing blog..as always coming from a uncertaing confusing person like me..