trance session

Congratulations to Armin van Buuren for getting Number 1 yet again. I heart trance and now moving slowly into Deadmau5 in electronic house which is suprisingly good. I still listen to mainstream music but I truly wish I can get a cd player so I can blast through while I'm driving. I've been going through forums trying to understand the trance scene. Many people in Malaysia still is not exposed to the trance scene, i mean now only MOS is playing some of it but they still have to some R&B nights to support the clubbing scene in Malaysia. R&B is nice to dance and have fun, where you jsut shake the stress away. I Like R&B also when out with frineds and dance the night away but trance is something you can enjoy. I mean really enjoy, feel the beat that takes to..well TRANCE. At first I was apprehensive but I was exposed to Tiesto at first and found it with hints of heavy techno, but nonetheless the base beat was great. Till I discoverred Armin. OMG, first song I truly fell in love was the first track in Universal Religion album. Truly I shall say if there is such a word call music orgasm, I think I had a that when i listened to it. My mind totally was blown away by that track. You really can feel yourself immersing to the music, it's not so much that you want to dance to it, but you yourself will move without you knowing it. At the start with the slow beat it was jsut foreplay, it was good though but in the middle, reaching the climax..TRANCE, EUPHORIA. I'm sitll very new to trance but I'm loving every single song I listen now. It's like a whole new world to discover. I'm kinda sad that many people do not appreciate it but whatever la. I've been experimenting with different genres all the time and found some discovery ie bossa nova, instrumental,lounge, jazz, cafe del mar etc. Its hard to find someone who listens and appreciates these type of genre, so hence I share it in my blog. Mixing lounge music and bossanova influence with trance produces one of the greatest track I've ever listen. The original music was from Sunlounger and later mixed by Armin... Heaven. It's so good that I can't stop telling how good it is. Forgive me for sharing my new found interest, as said before nobody truly understands my style of music. Well I need my nap now..later going to Halloween party..pics later..

risky shit

A friend said a couple of weeks ago,"Go call N to come join us la..I need some drama". I didn't call him of course, then tonight, my friends and I decided to Taman Desa to yumcha and EJ said want to call N or not. I replied jokingly,"If want drama call him la...", he din but N did come because of my car.More about it later. I'm just glad that I'm home and so is my car. Thanks to my friends who were there tonight. It was one hell of a ride. I really want to blog about it but I don't have the mood to type it all out. I did something pretty stupid,dangerous and could get my friends injured and thier cars also. To top it off, I screw up an opportunity which I clearly did not see cause of my stubborness. Sue me for breach of duty of care cause of the obvious risk. Damn it...Do you feel regret when you did not take the opportunity which you did not see in the first place? sigh..

v

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

emosified

I love the introduction of Sex and The City movie. Carrie Bradshaw starts off by saying" Women come to New York in search of two Ls :Labels and Love" Then she went off saying that she is looking for love. She found it with Mr Big.
At times I thought, is romance and love overrated? Is finding Mr Right an ultimate goal in our life that with Mr Right we are perfect.
I met with my ex colleagues that day and we catch up. He took a year to moved on from his ex who cheated on him, now he is happily married. It made me think, how much more do I need? How do I know that I really moved on? Or I'm just not happy with things are in my life. I'm just sick of feeling lonely. To make me more emo, a friend introduced me to the song by The Script: Breakeven. The lyrics are so fucking emo cause it's true.
I'm ranting as usual. Life is tough on me now cause my ex used to provide me with everything. I'm spoiled. I missed that security but now I here on my own. It's hard for me to blog about this cause this post might hurt someone. Maybe he already is hurt. I'm so tired of being emo, tired of being lonely, tired of being depressed, tired of being sad for nothing. These are just one of days, where I can be fine and down in the same day. Bipolar or something.
Music really can comfort me. Once I listen Sunlounger or Armin or Tiesto songs..my mind is relaxed. i will feel as though there are finer things in life. Things that can make me happy. I think I will come out with a list that will make me happy.
I've been out everyday since Thursday till Saturday. I missed churchon Sunday cause I came back around 4 in the morning. Driving in the calm of the night is so peaceful .
I'm just looking forward to a new beginning. Or the day where I'm completely free from all these emoness. I read a quote by someone " Don't ever regret the things that once made you smile".
Quotes.lyrics or music by anyone really depicts the human emotions. At time you think you are the only one who is feeling down but when you get a song or a poem that accuratley reflects how you feel, you will comforted in a way. You know you are not alone and you will get through it. There are also some "Ah Ha " moments these past few weeks. Ah Ha moments are created by Oprah that defines a moment where you discover something about yourself. but for me my Ah Ha moments is where I read a certain scripture or a passage in my mom's Christian books that speaks to me. There are several says which I felt God really spoke to me through the passage.
What I meant to say is that I have a lot of things to be grateful for. Why am I being so stubborn and holding on to things of the past?
As I'm bloggin now and pouring out my feelings, I realized I'm not controlling my emotions or do not understand myself. At one point i'm happy cause I have a lot of things to comfort me but at one point I'm emo. Why?
Maybe it's gonna be Novemeber soon and it's always been my fav month cause it's gonna be my birthday at the end of the month. I always have someone to celebrate with me. My sister is off to a long haul flight on that day. I'm going to my college prom that day, so at least I'm occupied. Sigh, I need strength and courage. and one last note:

K,
Where are you? Been days I last saw you even on webcam. I need to talk to you. I need to share music with you. I miss the days where we can chat for hours and exchange youtube links. You get me. Now I need you. I'm selfish I know. I want to talk to you...

heart eller

My sister told me when in was little , i was so cute..now I grew up to be an ugly duckling. I felt slightly hurt by that but she said at least u got the brains in the family. I know I'm not hot. I don't have great skin. I always felt that I was confident back then cause I ad someone who I can cling too. I let myself deteriorate badly and now I'm picking up the pieces. I did something today and i felt liberated. It doesn't mater what the outcome is, but I felt better. Someone gave me the courage to do it. It did not turn out the way I wanted to but I felt a huge burden lifted up. Ok where am I digresing too..off topic..comeback to the topic. Yeah, I'm not hot. I need certain poses to make look at least decent in pictures. I'm trying my best to organise my life back. I have lots of clothes and shoes. All I need now is to improve my skin. But I keep procastinating and going out more and more to not let myself be alone in the house. i had my alone time today. Watched CSIs but still manage to do that "thing" and call my friends out tomorrow.Someitme sI feel empty. When you out whole day, come back and crash ont he bed. You wake up, you feel nothing. I felt like I'm running away somehow. But after the incident I felt better. Felt good, liberated.
Now my main mission is to organise my wardrobe and take good care of myself to look good on my birthday which coincides with my prom nite. Go yoga and gym more often and tone my body. 2 more motnhs for 2009...it's gonna be a great year for me. What goes down must come up and next year is my year..

eller...

i love in out of love by armin and zocalo..awesome. been out past few days..now going to the dentist..when i want some time home..i have plans..if i want to have plans..there are no plans..life is just full of suprises

sick

I'm finally sick. Sore throat, slight fever and runny nose. Someone just shoot me now so I don't have to go classes tomorrow.

OMG

I cn;t see the moniotr clearly. I'm not wearing glasses or contacts as I'm doing my peel off mask. The sudden urge to do mask is that a friend told me my skin is bad. First reaction maybe I should have defensive and attack modebut he's my friend and I'm happy he gave me commetns. Made me realised that i've been neglecting my skin lately. When I emo, pimples rupture and there always seem to be scars left. I've never been blessed with good skin, that is the reason I can;t wear skirts or shorts cause I have ugly scares on my leg. I'm planning to see a skin specialist soon but I'm always procastinating. I'm going to facials onece a few months jsut to keep to replenish my skin. I have to start to take good care of myself. I'm slacking in gym cause classes takes up 5 days a week and Sundays there are actually Turst lecture but it clashes with my church. So technically I have only a day off of doing nothing. I only manage to squeeze in yoga on thursdays. There is holidays for a week and I plan to go back to cardio and weights. I need to reorganise my life back. I need to do some spring cleaning.

Tomorrow is Terrible Tuesday. Class is from 2.15-9.30pm. After that is a week holiday for Deepavali. Classes are non-stop, there are no time for lecturers to go off a bit with thier lecture and tell jokes, no more great discussion as the lecture is super intensive. During intermediate, I seldom cry out for breaks, now I cry out fro breaks. Sumtimes it's just an hour and half of lecture but the amount of information is tremendous. Sigh...I hate Part 1..

another point, Ok, we are all adults, we may have encounter porn once either intentionally or unintentionally. 10 years ago when we watch movies, girl kisses guy, then fell ont he bed and we all know what happen right. then gradually movies incorporate making love scenes, some you can see the girls back or the girl jsut wearing a bra. Then it moved on to topless. I the first movie I saw where the girl is topless was Species. It was the talk of the teen community. boys secretly watched it on vcds behind closed doors. Then there was titanic, oh..we all know the famous naked pose Kate Winslet did for Leonardo. Then topless woman became sort of a norm, I remember movies that how stars were topless was Shakespeare, Monster's ball and The Royal Tenenbaums. There was once I thought why so unfair only girls have to be topless, sexist? I'm saying this not that I gung ho want to see a guys dick but why a woman has to show her breats and guys get away scot free? for guys, it started off topless..what's the big deal, then a little bit of ass..and now finally in the movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall, it is all shown. I was shocked when I watched the DVD. I heard from frens say it has that scene in it but I was still shocked nonetheless.Not once but a few times i think there was scenes showing his dick. Then yesterday I watched Eastern Promises. And there was a scene Viggo Mortensen fighting two guys while he was butt naked or a better way to put , in his birthday suit. He's kinda hot for an old guy with the tattoos and all but his part..OMG. I'm so not ready to see his balls ok? Kinda spoil the macho look of his when he bend down to pick up the knife. Anywasy my point is, the movies are getting more soft porn into it. Maybe to give audience the realism of it. I'm still in state of shocke when I watch forgetting Sarah Marshall and Eastern rpomises. Brace yourselves, I think there is more to come on guys naked. I have a feeling in James Bond we might be able to catch a glimpse on Daniel's Craig arse.
time's up..my mask has dried..perfect timing..will blog soon.

For you Jesus

I painted my nails pink. I'm hormonal. One moment I was crying and emo-dialing. Not drunk dialing. I called people when I'm emo and maybe even more emo after that but I still do. Now seeing my nails I'm happy or at least feeling better. I went to church today and I'm glad that I made that choice to not go class. Today's sermon was on Joshua's perserverance to keep on holding on God even through tough times.
Being a Christian does not mean we have an easy life without struggles and storms but you wil find comfort knowing that He will never let go of you even through the rough storms but we too have to hold Him close to us, continue to praise Him and he will lead us through the darkness. Jesus is there always for me, no matter how much I've sinned. Yes I admit I may shock people telling them I'm going to church. I'm not perfect but I'm not embarassed. I have my sins but I'm happy that I found salvation and solace in His arms. We sang a worship song which really spoke to me. I may continue to be emo at times but I know I'll go through it by continue to stay with Him and talk to Him and praise Him. I love you Jesus, throughly do.

Which one?

Books and more books. Even before London is sending their own text books, I already have some from my brother and the college. There is so much materials I don't know where to start.

I watched Discovery today and they found out that too many choices around you might cause depression. weird huh? We thought we are superior because we have so many choices but in fact its making us more depressed and stressed.

20 years ago you walked into a restaurant they would offer either coffee or tea. Not much questions on which type of tea or coffee, its is accepted that tea should be the usual English Breakfast and coffee..well black. Now there are Earl Greys, Chamomile ,peppermint etc. Well, since i worked at Starbucks we offer six types of tea and we show customers the menu. Wait, I haven't even started on coffee yet. You get the picture right? Sometimes when I asked the customers what they want some were irritated,(which I presumed were the caffeine deprivation effect) and more often thatn not the first timers were perplexed. Come to think of it, I agree with the research from the documentary that too many choices might lead to depression. They experimented by sending a man to shops all over to choose a bed. He went through at least 300 over beds and could not choose.

Men feel superior when given choices, the power is his hand and they want the best. But given too many choices our poor 10% used brain can't handle it. We would decipher whether we made the right decision. The question" What if? " always suffices and since we live in the age where there are choices every single thing in life. We already have great choices to make on our education,career,potential Mr Right etc and now we are burdened by trivial matters in our daily life. You walk in a cafe, you need to choose. you go in the shopping mall, there are hundreds of shops that might have the same black cardigan, it boils down to which shop you gonna buy it from.

No wonder that the research concludes that too many choices might lead to depression. I put on my thinking cap and thought the more mankind tries to improve out life better it seems the side effects are undesirable. I'm not against technology and civilization but it just made ponder.

bedtime readings

I need to blog about some things but don't have enought time. Tomoro class is freakishly early at 9.30 am-3pm...with 30 mins lunch break..bleh..I have two cases to read cause tort tutorials is tomorrow..I hate bedtime readings..bloody boring..

trust+migraine

I'm now sipping my cup of freshly brewed honey ginger tea. I'm so so tired. My mind now is saturated with trust law which I don't understand.Many of my readers are law students and some are not. To you guys who are not law students, imagine having to grasp a concept from a chart which has arrows everywhere, notes and extra points around the chart to understand a case. Plus the case is then reviewed from several different points of law this creating Vandervell(No 1) and Vandervell (No.2). All this because some rich guy named Vandervell decides to evade paying tax and hiring cunning lawyers who bend and twist the law and thus making the life of us as law students difficult. This is not made better byt the fact that I have been in classes since 2.15 pm and trust class is at 6.30-9.30 pm. I had only two 15 minutes break between those tutorials and one hour for dinner. I'm mentally exhausted. I can't open any law books for this period of time. I'm kinda pissed in trust class not because of the lecturer but the law we are studying. Trust, suppose to be a simple thing. "I trust you to hold my property to benefit someone" Who even invented it in the first place? We can't even trust ourselves, how can we trust an outsider? Human beings can't be trusted...pissed..angry..exhausted..stressed...thats' all i can rant at this moment.

head hurts

I'm having headaches lately. Almost every night I have headaches. I have to pop 2 panadols every night to sleep. Then when I wake every morning i felt the headache is gone till the next night its come back. I don't know what's wrong with me. My panadol supplies in my room is finished and I have to ask my parents. And get the usual nagging and questions of why? Why am i having the headaches? I don't know how to answer. I just want my panadol and get it over it. Sometimes when I stand up i have this sudden dizziness and almost blackout feeling. Low blood pressure and low iron. Sigh, headache please go away. I want my peaceful nights back.

survival

I just watched Grey's Anatomy latest episode and it enlightens me. The pyschiarist said to Meridith "Feeling happiness in all the horrible things that happen is not the goal.Feeling the horrible and knowing that you are not gonna die from the feelings, that's the goal."

I tried to make myself happy after the breakup. After months sometimes I feel emo. I told myself why am I so weak feeling emo? But now I understand, despite the emoness I still survive.

Sunday evenings

There are certain times of a week I always dread and dislike since I was small. It's Sunday evenings. It's when you know, weekend's over, you have to get back to work or classes by tomorrow. I will always wonder what have I done to make my weekends worth it. Ever since I was in primary I hate Sundays evenings, I dread the thought I have to wake up early the next day, I dread that I have to iron my school uniform and finish up my homework. It's even worse when I start working. Plus, 70% of Sunday evenings, it always rains. Great job by mother nature to brighten up the mood eh? Today was no exception. Since I go to church in the morning, I nap in the afternoon and often wake up feeling drowsy and have this insatiable thirst. Lips are chapped and throat is parched. My whole family goes to church, so we all too, wake up around 6 or 7. All in all, i hate sunday evenings. Today is no different and it's raining outside. Makes it all so depressing.
tomorrow i'm joinig the UK transfer Land Law class at 10 am. SO tonight I have to read some notes and the text book. Sigh.
I don't know why I'm blogging about this but I just freaking hate Sundays evenings.

phew

i finally finish the drama..5 hours..sleep deprivation. was worth it. i've never felt the urge to "shase" a drama so badly. now the song is stuck in my head. evidence and tort tutorials tomorrow. get through it and i need to sleep. then get my much deserved nap and hopefully all my series has been downloaded. thursdays are usually where i need to download at least 5 series: csi:ny, criminal minds,project runway,dirty sexy money, antm and knight rider and also private practice.
gosh..need nergy for tomorrow..til then...ciao~

moonlight resonancing

inthe middle of a drama marathon. moonlight resonance la what else. i'm emo cause of someone and emo cause of the drama also. the drama made me cry for a few times. every two episodes or so i cried. touching. 5 more episodes to go..its more dramatic than ever...

sluggish

Tired. Sleepy. I had a whole day of class. 2.15pm-9.30pm. Crazy right.

2.15-3.45 Land Tutorials
4.00-5.30 Trust Tutorials
6.30-9.30Trust Lecture

Testing my mental stamina.

I did something risky today. I usually park nearby my college in a chinese temple that charges RM 3 per entry. Cheap right? Wehre to find per entry parking nowadays.. Been parking there for the past year I think. Today there was no parking ther but the attendant, a chinese woman asked whether my car is manual, i said no. She said if its manual can just tolak. I said well how about I leave my keys here? She said ok. I was running late. I need to go to the library to renew my books and class in about 10 minutes. I can't afford to park further down, plus my class is till night. If I were to park at the other parking, it's super dangerous to walk there at night. So it's the lesser of two evils. I left my keys there, I trust her cause she's a permanent worker there. I came down to check on my car after my classes and finally at 5 something, they parked my car at a parking space and i took back my key. Phew...If my dad knew he'll kill me. I was thinking also, would they duplicate my keys or what. So to be safe, I think I'm gonna ask my dad for a diff steering lock just in case.

I'm so tired. waiting for someone to online but I guess i'll call it a night. Cannot study la. WAnted so much to rewrite my notes and do some reading. This time my mind is willing but my body is not. So ciao~ Nitez

Just a thought

Neutral position. You are neither moving forward or backwards. This is essentially how I feel. I'm complacent of my position in life right now. Everything is ok, no major dramas. Yet something is still is still missing. Lacking. Somehow the puzzle is not complete. I've nothing to look forward too. My study mode is not back yet, I'm not emo but just contemplating. Sometimes no matter how much fun you have, the next day when reality hits back, you will feel empty. That is how I feel. Empty.

wings and dogs

It has been a busy weekend and it hasn't ended yet. I just finished bbq-ing with family and waitng for my turn to mandi(my bathroom is attached and I share with my bro). I'm sleep deprived and has little time for some relaxation, but it has been fun though. Will update with pictures and details.

terrace

My facebook has 300 over friends. 70% are from family,high school,college,work,acquaintences and random people. that bunch of random people is added in order to increase my yoville crew. I have 4-5 friend requests a day from strangers. I jsut leave them there not knowing whether to ignore or accept. However that is nto the point of this post. The point is I have requests from college mates. Well they are not exactly mates more like I know you are in the class taht sort. I've been in quite the limelight last year. Due to the the prom drama and my extrovert nature especially in Meera's class. Sometimes they think I'm smart, they come up to me and ask questions, but the thing is they know my name and I don't know them . Some will say hellos and smiles at me when I'm at the hallway. Of course I greet back, for me its ok. I'm not shy about it but I feel bad for not knowing their name. Feel bad that maybe they told me their name before and I forgot. I fear that one day I called their name wrongly and they will feel I'm a snob or something..lan si maybe. it's jsut me. I always been the loud one, the obnoxious one..so I guess they all know me or at least notice me. I remember once. a girl calling me from behind tagging me to teach her on a question. I don't know even know she's in my class in the first place, but I told her what i knew. This year, my part 1, I remained quiet most of the time, I don't know la..I feel like dumber this year. I get my confidence from the knowledge I know but now, I low self esteem..no no no..not emo..jsut pointing it out. some random post..on people who know me and I don't know them..

lovely

Press play to experience euphoria..

fu tiau tiau

Woke up at 11 am and went to mivalley with my parents. They went shopping while I went to yoga at 12 pm. funny thing I realized..

My gym (California Fitness) has a pool. It has a quaint shelter and lounge chairs. To my amazement i felt like i'm in all gay club or men's club cause all the guys who sunbathe there are guys with hot bodies. Presumely gay. Some even lay on the floor cause the lounge chairs are not sufficient. Guys in their speedos spraying on tanning oil and lying on the lounge chairs. I did not seen a single female species at the pool, I guess it's intimidating. Gym is the place where I feel I can do my own thing and it's even more liberating if the gym's not packed. I got my wish these two days, there are so few people, even yoga class is less 10 people. Once I stepped out of the gym, I beh tahan. Too many people and to make it more worse, Midvalley is like a haven for couples. Or is there a couple's day I'm unaware of?

I'm trying my best to not be emo these holidays, keep myself busy from dramas, gym and series. Seeing all these couples is not making it easier. I'm jealous? perhaps so. The person I long for is not here, even if he's here it's complicated. I'm still a girl, a girl with feelings longing for companionship and love. but I'm proud to say I kept myself busy, thanks to my sis who bought the tvb drama.

There are so many things I would to blog about, but here is not the channel I should express myself, somemay get offended and some may continue to judge me from my blog. I don't hate these persons, it's their right. However my life is dramatic and emo as it is, I don't want to add in to that pile of drama.

Well I just finished 2 episodes of the tvb drama and boy oh boy, it's getting more juicier. I used to remember that my mum forbid me to watch chinese dramas, saying it corrupts me and makes us use cantonese even more. I will sneakily watch the chinese dramas anyway. Last time I don't like drama about family, prefering more to love stories. Now I love to watch chinese drama on family values. Maybe last time I don't understand that much, but something bout moonlight resonance drama attracts me. The quotes they use is realistic, some even my parents used before. Last two days, I had a mini parents -daughter shout match on a tirvial thing. I continued watching the drama and there was this part where the daughter ran away from home and the mother and grandafather was searching for her. At that part I cried, my sis cried too. Seeing the grandpa saying sorry to the grand daughter brings me tears to mye eyes. There was one time I had a big fight with my dad, I blamed him for not letting me study A levels, my dad said it was because my bro has to go UK. I was frustrated, I lashed out at him saying he bias and all, then he said sorry to me cause not providing me the education I need. I remembered that moment clearly, I was so guilty, I said I was sorry too. But for me the fact that my father said sorry to me was too much for me to bear. I was guilty, OMG it even brings tears to my eyes now.Anyways, that was in the past. I appreciate them more, they been there for me when I broke up with Shrek( I changed his name to Shrek.. ;p).

Ok..moving on..tomorrow I'll be meeting with my besties at Midvalley for a movie and catch up sessions. Tomorrow is 3 days in a row I'll be in midvalley. Oh yeah, I remembered why I bit pissed seeing the couples in Midvalley...Shrek and me started out in Midvalley and N and I started off also in Midvalley..well technically in IOI mall but it's sort of significant nonetheless..
And K, if you read this, I'm not emo bout them ...well u know me..always so sensitive.

Hmm. I ranted didn't I? My post as usual is all over the place. That's why I say this blog is called flowing thoughts cause sometimes I have to much to say. I'm listeing to Armin's Universal Religion album and it's euphoric especially at the start..OMG, I love it so much it brought shivers to my body. Trance is euphoric. It's so good you feel your body and mind drift with the beat. I don't know how to explain it but it's just so good. I think it brings you to a state of trance in awe of the music. I'll achieve my dream one day, lying on field under an oak tree and listening to trance with someone.

Ok enough rantings..I'm off for a quick nap and hopefully dream of something nice..ciao~

been through

In the middle of a manicure waiting for my nail polish to dry up. Well Selamat Hari Raya to all. I have my fair share of Raya food. My mum bought Lemang and we had ketupat given by our neighbour. Then my dad went to an open house and tapau nasi briyani for us with rendang and kari.Today was pretty much ok i guess. woke up at 12 and went stragith to gym cuz got yoga class. Then came back and watch Moonlight Resonance drama on dvd, took a nap and dinner. Then Moonlight Resonance again till now. The TVB drama is damn addictive and really nice to watch. The script is great and the acting is fabulous. Truly drama..
I've also managed to fit in my weekly dose of Gossip Girl. Desperate housewives is back and Heroes too. Now my pc is working hard. It's downloading something everyday.
Tomorrow it's gonna be yoga again in the afternnon and sambung my tvb drama. Pretty boring sometimes. Walking back to the carpark in midvalley, I saw lots of couples. Feeling a bit jealous actually see them dating happily. Well life goes on. One day God will provide, many people hvae ben telling me, this singlehood life is for me to grow so I'm better prepared for the next relationship and that it keeps me going. I must strive to be happy myself~
Arhh..nuff said, below are some pictures. My henna drawn hands and me, kim in deb's house with her dogs bruno and justin.

es tu?

We can say goodbye everytime but end up chatting again. Funny in a way. Just feel like sharing. Judge me all you want but just be there when I need you guys. Sorry for being harsh.