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I cn;t see the moniotr clearly. I'm not wearing glasses or contacts as I'm doing my peel off mask. The sudden urge to do mask is that a friend told me my skin is bad. First reaction maybe I should have defensive and attack modebut he's my friend and I'm happy he gave me commetns. Made me realised that i've been neglecting my skin lately. When I emo, pimples rupture and there always seem to be scars left. I've never been blessed with good skin, that is the reason I can;t wear skirts or shorts cause I have ugly scares on my leg. I'm planning to see a skin specialist soon but I'm always procastinating. I'm going to facials onece a few months jsut to keep to replenish my skin. I have to start to take good care of myself. I'm slacking in gym cause classes takes up 5 days a week and Sundays there are actually Turst lecture but it clashes with my church. So technically I have only a day off of doing nothing. I only manage to squeeze in yoga on thursdays. There is holidays for a week and I plan to go back to cardio and weights. I need to reorganise my life back. I need to do some spring cleaning.

Tomorrow is Terrible Tuesday. Class is from 2.15-9.30pm. After that is a week holiday for Deepavali. Classes are non-stop, there are no time for lecturers to go off a bit with thier lecture and tell jokes, no more great discussion as the lecture is super intensive. During intermediate, I seldom cry out for breaks, now I cry out fro breaks. Sumtimes it's just an hour and half of lecture but the amount of information is tremendous. Sigh...I hate Part 1..

another point, Ok, we are all adults, we may have encounter porn once either intentionally or unintentionally. 10 years ago when we watch movies, girl kisses guy, then fell ont he bed and we all know what happen right. then gradually movies incorporate making love scenes, some you can see the girls back or the girl jsut wearing a bra. Then it moved on to topless. I the first movie I saw where the girl is topless was Species. It was the talk of the teen community. boys secretly watched it on vcds behind closed doors. Then there was titanic, oh..we all know the famous naked pose Kate Winslet did for Leonardo. Then topless woman became sort of a norm, I remember movies that how stars were topless was Shakespeare, Monster's ball and The Royal Tenenbaums. There was once I thought why so unfair only girls have to be topless, sexist? I'm saying this not that I gung ho want to see a guys dick but why a woman has to show her breats and guys get away scot free? for guys, it started off topless..what's the big deal, then a little bit of ass..and now finally in the movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall, it is all shown. I was shocked when I watched the DVD. I heard from frens say it has that scene in it but I was still shocked nonetheless.Not once but a few times i think there was scenes showing his dick. Then yesterday I watched Eastern Promises. And there was a scene Viggo Mortensen fighting two guys while he was butt naked or a better way to put , in his birthday suit. He's kinda hot for an old guy with the tattoos and all but his part..OMG. I'm so not ready to see his balls ok? Kinda spoil the macho look of his when he bend down to pick up the knife. Anywasy my point is, the movies are getting more soft porn into it. Maybe to give audience the realism of it. I'm still in state of shocke when I watch forgetting Sarah Marshall and Eastern rpomises. Brace yourselves, I think there is more to come on guys naked. I have a feeling in James Bond we might be able to catch a glimpse on Daniel's Craig arse.
time's up..my mask has dried..perfect timing..will blog soon.